[Lyric] Push / pull (GBSN)

When I heard the words you said it hit me like a ton of bricks
No, I couldn't breathe, no, I couldn't breathe
You tore down the walls around my heart like they were made out of sticks
Why'd I have to leave? Why'd I have to leave?

And I'm just not strong enough to accept what it is like to be in love
I'm just not strong enough, no
And I just wish that through it all that you could've seen your worth
And I'm sorry that I let you go but I can't give you the love that you deserve

And I'm sending all these letters that I know you'll nеver read
I'm showing all this love to you that I know you'll nеver see
Please don't hate yourself, no the blame was all on me
You were always perfect but I know I'll never be
I know I'll never be

And all these memories from in my apartment
I can't help but see your face
And when you went home that's exactly where my heart went
And no one will ever take your place, no
They'll never take your place
And I just wish that through it all that you could have seen your worth
And I'm sorry that I let you go but I can't give you the love that you deserve

Every things so quite now, and know it will never be the same
How are we so distant now?
We were suppose to share our last name
I guess that I didn't fight hard enough
I'm just not meant for this kind of love
Sorry that I wasted your time
But I guess that's just the way that I am
Nothing ever goes as planned

We had a promise to hide from each other
But you lifted the shroud and showed your true colors
Showed your true colors
It took you less than two weeks to get over two whole years
While I'm locked up in my room, drowning in my tears

I hope it's easier to hate me, regret you'd ever date me
Be honest with yourself on how much you had loved me
I guess that's just the way you've always been
You've got your denial, I've got this pen