[Lyric] Push (Olan)

It didn't seem like much to give
A universe I've burned myself out for
Day after ravenous day
I've longed for this only outcome to change
But my reasons are not the same

So how long do I have?
How long can I keep
Making this up in my head (till I am)
A forsaking lover
Dried out in the heat
With no way to tell what's real or worth remembering
(what's real, what's worth)