[Intro]
[Verse 1: Sean Brown]
I'm a white boy living in America
Black neighborhood cracker you ain't one of us
Section 8 and I barely have any friends
Dread going to school I never fit in
Making fun of my blue eyes and my blonde hair
Mom telling me son don't you ever care
You better walk the school campus with no fear
But she could only talk shit she don't understand my feelings
Girls say I'm too white and I'm not appealing
I hate recess, hate fat boy dealings
Overweight we can only afford
Going through new idles it's never nothing more
I feel like I have nothing to live for
I wanna take my life but I'm not too sure
The Bible says I'd go to hell for it
I wish I could fly deeper into the orbit
[Hook 1: Sean Brown]
Could somebody tell me the quickest way to heaven?
Got no friends can't relate to a reverend
I'm so young and life's so hard
And all this [?] ain't tear me apart
What's the quickest way, quickest way to heaven
Quickest way to heaven
What's the quickest way, quickest way to heaven
Quickest way to heaven
[Hook 2: Altered Voice]
Don't do it, my friend
You deserve to be here to the end
You can write some [?]
God has a plan, for you, for you
Don't do it, don't do it
God has a plan, for you, for you
[Verse 2: Sean Brown]
I'm a black boy living in America
White neighborhood wish I could turn to dust
Big nose big lips that they make fun of
Dark skin at the head never get no love
Brother died after like he's my angel above
Pray to God to make em stop but it's never enough
Mom & Pop said boy be stronger than that
But every time I go to school black dis black dat
I wish my skin wasn't dark, I hate myself
Looking to the mirror I just wanna hang myself
Am I ugly, am I not worthy
Never understood why they verbally hurt me
Better want to accept me cause the way I look
Everyday this affects me I wish they coulda took my life
Instead, my brother had to leave
From the top of my lungs I scream
[Hook 1]
[Hook 2]
[Verse 3: Sean Brown]
It's not a girl living in America
Eighth grade and they call me ugly Erica
They call me toothpick, super skinny chick
And I'm suffering from anorexia
On top of that both of my parents are immigrants
My dad got deported my momma is my best friend
Other than that I got nobody else to turn to
Everyday's getting harder imma let loose
On this God white day but I'm so scared
Only thing stopping me is leaving mom here
I hate school I hate school
I don't wanna go
Everyone's staring at me like a freak show
I wish I could get away somehow someway
And when I go to sleep I'm praying for a better day
But it never happens
Everyday's getting worse
It feels like I'm born with a curse
[Hook 1]
[Hook 2]
[Verse 1: Sean Brown]
I'm a white boy living in America
Black neighborhood cracker you ain't one of us
Section 8 and I barely have any friends
Dread going to school I never fit in
Making fun of my blue eyes and my blonde hair
Mom telling me son don't you ever care
You better walk the school campus with no fear
But she could only talk shit she don't understand my feelings
Girls say I'm too white and I'm not appealing
I hate recess, hate fat boy dealings
Overweight we can only afford
Going through new idles it's never nothing more
I feel like I have nothing to live for
I wanna take my life but I'm not too sure
The Bible says I'd go to hell for it
I wish I could fly deeper into the orbit
[Hook 1: Sean Brown]
Could somebody tell me the quickest way to heaven?
Got no friends can't relate to a reverend
I'm so young and life's so hard
And all this [?] ain't tear me apart
What's the quickest way, quickest way to heaven
Quickest way to heaven
What's the quickest way, quickest way to heaven
Quickest way to heaven
[Hook 2: Altered Voice]
Don't do it, my friend
You deserve to be here to the end
You can write some [?]
God has a plan, for you, for you
Don't do it, don't do it
God has a plan, for you, for you
[Verse 2: Sean Brown]
I'm a black boy living in America
White neighborhood wish I could turn to dust
Big nose big lips that they make fun of
Dark skin at the head never get no love
Brother died after like he's my angel above
Pray to God to make em stop but it's never enough
Mom & Pop said boy be stronger than that
But every time I go to school black dis black dat
I wish my skin wasn't dark, I hate myself
Looking to the mirror I just wanna hang myself
Am I ugly, am I not worthy
Never understood why they verbally hurt me
Better want to accept me cause the way I look
Everyday this affects me I wish they coulda took my life
Instead, my brother had to leave
From the top of my lungs I scream
[Hook 1]
[Hook 2]
[Verse 3: Sean Brown]
It's not a girl living in America
Eighth grade and they call me ugly Erica
They call me toothpick, super skinny chick
And I'm suffering from anorexia
On top of that both of my parents are immigrants
My dad got deported my momma is my best friend
Other than that I got nobody else to turn to
Everyday's getting harder imma let loose
On this God white day but I'm so scared
Only thing stopping me is leaving mom here
I hate school I hate school
I don't wanna go
Everyone's staring at me like a freak show
I wish I could get away somehow someway
And when I go to sleep I'm praying for a better day
But it never happens
Everyday's getting worse
It feels like I'm born with a curse
[Hook 1]
[Hook 2]
( Sean Brown )
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