[Lyric] Quit You (AJ Mcloughlin)

Chorus:

Fill a glass
Till' I'm messy
Cause' it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash
And I'm empty
Know the highs just temporary
I keep trying
But I can't quit you

I Didn’t think I would die young, thought it was impossible
All of these feelings bring me down like a wrecking ball
You Broke my heart twice, you’re a professional
If you can find my love, hit me up and just let me know
Otherwise I’m wasting away, now that I’m alone
These bad thoughts make me feel like I’m a criminal
Stuck in the void cause I’m weak, yeah, that’s what I was told
Laying in my blood, I’m home alone and I’m so fucking cold
My life’s falling apart just like a domino
Life is hanging on, but I’m begging for it to let me go
These bad memories are repeating like a broken stereo
You want me to remember, but I wanna forget me though
You and me, we’re both singing out two different notes
You think deaths a poison, but really it’s the antidote
Depression will take you at your lowest and then slit your throat
Blaming no one but you as you float away in your sailor boat
Chorus:

Fill a glass
Till' I'm messy
Cause' it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash
And I'm empty
Know the highs just temporary
I keep trying
But I can't quit you

Verse 2:

I know I haven’t been the best and I could’ve done better
And I know I could’ve done more than write an apology letter
I’m scared to meet in person cause I know what you would say
I would be fine and everything was gonna be okay
I wish I was able to be in your grace
To get up one day and roll over to see your face
But my mind is too dangerous and it's becoming a dark place
I’m starting to get lost and forgetting how to motherfucking escape
It shows me times you fooled me and led me astray
When I tried to give you love, you only pulled away
I tried to think of the times that we were happy
But now that I think about it, you were never really laughing
I guess in my mind I just wanted us to be perfect
But in your mind, I was a perfect regret
I thought when I had you, my life would be set
But when you had me, I was the perfect bank account check
Chorus:

Fill a glass
Till' I'm messy
Cause' it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash
And I'm empty
Know the highs just temporary
I keep trying
But I can't quit you

Verse 3:

I am trying to rise up and become someone great
I’m trying to become someone who changes their fate
Maybe I did lose someone who I gave my heart to
Maybe I wish I was someone she would go back too
But that doesn’t matter when and how does it
It doesn’t matter now, cause I can rise above it
It doesn’t matter how much tape I used to put my heart together
It doesn’t matter how many smiles I go through to make me feel better
It doesn’t matter how long it will take to keep the lies in
I will make sure that I’m happy and that it never happens again
My heart is cold now but my soul is burning
Trying to keep my spirit alive and to keep me from hurting
I will make it to the next day and wear my scars
Proudly showing who I survived and beating who you are
Beating every demon and monster you’ve made me become
Locking them far away and back where they motherfucking belong
Chorus:

Fill a glass
Till' I'm messy
Cause' it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I can't quit you
When I crash
And I'm empty
Know the highs just temporary
I keep trying
But I can't quit you