[Lyric] ​rainclouds (NotEnvy)

[Chorus: i'm geist]
What a bad day
Constant overthinking i’m not okay
Don’t know what you want love is it headspace
Cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake

[Verse 1: i'm geist]
And it’s cold tonight
Won’t you hold me underneath
And stare with your golden eyes
Tell me what you see
Cause i’ve, lost my light
Somewhere in the seams
Oh is it over i
Can't seem to believe

[Chorus: i'm geist & notenvy]
What a bad day
Constant overthinking i’m not okay
Don’t know what you want love is it headspace
Cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake
Now the skies gray
Rainclouds follow me right off the highway
You said that we're fine well why the sad face
Oh love just spare a smile can’t take the heartbreak
The heartbreak
[Verse 2: notenvy]
You promised me that you would fucking call again
It's always something i never did or said
My breath is finally leaving this is how it ends
Cause i just keep competing with myself
My mind is empty and i'm losing control
The thoughts they come and they go
I'm fighting ghosts yeah i know
I'm fucking comatose
Oh you said it yourself
I'm always somebody else
I'm only poor mental health
Let's fucking call this hell

And i can't even change myself the more that i get used too
The thought of you not being here i question do i miss you
And all this fucking time i wasted, oh i wish that i knew
Everything single day i'm holding on, oh what did i do

[Chorus: i'm geist & notenvy]
What a bad day
Constant overthinking i’m not okay
Don’t know what you want love is it headspace
Cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake
Now the skies gray
Rainclouds follow me right off the highway
You said that we're fine well why the sad face
Oh love just spare a smile can’t take the heartbreak
The heartbreak