[Lyric] Rant song (Bleachboy)

Got the trigger I'm pulling it
Just don’t know about the date
Don't even know what I'm doing here
Shouldn’t even be awake
What made you think you were fooling me
Already know I'm not okay
Don't even know why I'm doing this
I just need an escape
Blood drip in the faucet
Keep my wrist in my pocket
Might just be honest
Come out of the closet
While we're onto the topic
Found a girl I fuck with
So not used to loving
Not used to making a promise
Bin is full of suicide notes
Pills all over my house
Try to keep me under control
Might just figure it out
Bin is full of suicide notes
Pills all over my house
Try to keep me under control
Might just figure it out
I go to therapy, although I'm just fine with life
Sip on the hennessey, that's right next to the Smirnoff ice
Won't go to heaven, see I’m quite afraid of heights
I’ll have a legacy, please just give me some more time
Couple times I thought it would end
My house never felt like home
Sometimes I'll have to pretend
That I do not feel so alone
Although I think I got some friends
I feel like I’m on my own
Been like this since 2010
I'm the only one I might know