[Lyric] Raw (Pale Roamer)

[Verse]
As I leave and I'm out the front door
Either to the library or the store
Shoplifted Nyquil from the pharmacy
You can't see what's going on with me
Walk some miles to see all this stuff while
Falling asleep, I haven't my own say
Leaves crunch and I'm snapped right back
Months ago graduated yeah I hated that
Now my fate heavy dropped on my shoulders
They say, "The world is your oyster."
Can't even find my own pearl
I'm still stuck in my own world
Bunch of thumbtacks and it feels spicy
Sip the Nyquil then slice and dice me

[Verse]
Nobody question me, I don't even know myself
Don't interact with me, it's bad for your health
You know I had plans for my own terrorist attack
Grab the cop by his neck now I've got his gat
On the way to school, wanted to go postal
Ballistic and losing all my morals
None of that shit went down, all in my head
Hurt another, I'd prefer to be dead
Walk a mile to a school then I'd go cross town
Spent everyday the same, I felt that down
Football game then I weeped the way back
Couldn't even stay long I was just too sad
One slip up, my life's finally over
Could it get any faster or slower?
[Verse]
Wet my face and my hair just to wake me up
Had to go homeless that's not enough
On the floor back of a house, I'm weeping
Only time I'm at home when I'm dreaming
I lived my whole life in my head
Spent all my nights in, alone in my bed
Hold myself together without hurting
Towel on my face, water came, now I'm gurgling
Grab myself a shoelace, doorknob where I'm hanging
Even through the years I felt I wasn't changing