(Chorus: Kid Outcast/Kiteascha shyell)
(Voice memo: kid outcast )
You know sometimes in life, like.. reality just hits out of nowhere you know? Like that shit just comes unexpectedly like... everything is going so well and then all of a sudden you hit a wall. You can’t see a way around the wall, there’s no ladder to climb up the wall. You’re stuck in the same place you were and then you sit there and think
(Voice memo 2: kid outcast)
I’m trying and still .. still trying and fucking trying...
(?????)
All I could do is fucking write music bro
I don’t know how to feel, it hurts my fucking soul
If you die, I understand
(Sample: Kitеascha shyell)
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t rеady to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die. (Suicides on my mind)
Said I ain’t ready to die. (Ian ready)
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
(Verse)
I ain’t ready to die but suicides been on my fucking mind
Feel like Marty mc fly, I be wishing could rewind the time
All the time that I spent crying over shit that wasn’t even worth a dime
Truth is I told my mom that I wanted to die one year before I turned nine
That means I was eight and I was already envisioning my caskets shape
Yeah You niggas was thinking bout some fine girls thick cake
I was self harming cause I’m stuck inside of the body of the person that I hate
I Don’t need saving , cause I feel like it’s already to late
Men always dissapointed me so I kept niggas far away
A nigga turning into a rat and calling me snake , shit it’s just another day
I don’t be surprised by the bullshit anymore
A lotta shit got me wondering what I’m doing it all for
I been spitting so much pain, that my throat is feeling soar
Imma be fly even inna casket, gone see a nigga soar
I don’t even know if I’m gonna see the lord, but maybe I deserve it all
I’m still the crescent sin after all, it’s people that hate you because others love you, hoping that you fall
Hoping that you fall, wanna see you bleeding as you crawl
Life knocked my ass out the park even when I threw a curve ball
Started manifesting and learned that my word is law
To heal my pain I started putting my hands on EM beats and dissembodying EM just like my name is overhaul
I’m just illustrating, I’m painting, without a canvas
Lonely nights, lonely days, I was praying fa answers
Can’t you see, don’t you see, this pain inside of me
This life shit took my soul away, that’s one hell of a fucking robbery
Might be selfish but I hope that when I pass someone gone remember
I had to make my own, cause I always felt like I never had a family
And even those I chose didn’t hesitate stab me In the back ya see
And still stand fa EM everyday I be thinking like what the hell is wrong with me
It’s days I feel like DJ is the only brother I got
The other one died of a heart attack, a precious soul lost
I be thinking like why did you take him and not me I’m the one that lost
But the good die young and living righteous comes at a cost
There ain’t a day that goes by when you’re not on my mind
Yo mom and dad still hurting they can’t even look me in the eye
You were the light in their lives and now they lost their sight
Bass When I realized I forgot your voice I started to cry
Don’t worry I know you with me imma keep ya soul alive
(Chorus: Kid Outcast/Kiteascha shyell)
(Sample: Kiteascha shyell)
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die.(suicides on my mind)
To die. (Ian ready)
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
(Voice memo: kid outcast )
We’re all someone, but we’re all no one at the same time
We all have a purpose, but at the same time no one has a purpose
We all came here to do something but most of us don’t even know what that is
We’re all nobody’s in our own worlds or the world around us atleast
Look next to you, to the left and right
If there’s someone there... really start to ask yourself... what are they doing here?
What was the reason for them to be put in my life?
Nothing happens by coincidence... nothing
You meet people through faith
What you do when you meet them is up to you tho
Nobody... we’re all... nobody
(Let’s start something and make the world a better place in a way)
(Voice memo: kid outcast )
You know sometimes in life, like.. reality just hits out of nowhere you know? Like that shit just comes unexpectedly like... everything is going so well and then all of a sudden you hit a wall. You can’t see a way around the wall, there’s no ladder to climb up the wall. You’re stuck in the same place you were and then you sit there and think
(Voice memo 2: kid outcast)
I’m trying and still .. still trying and fucking trying...
(?????)
All I could do is fucking write music bro
I don’t know how to feel, it hurts my fucking soul
If you die, I understand
(Sample: Kitеascha shyell)
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t rеady to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die. (Suicides on my mind)
Said I ain’t ready to die. (Ian ready)
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
(Verse)
I ain’t ready to die but suicides been on my fucking mind
Feel like Marty mc fly, I be wishing could rewind the time
All the time that I spent crying over shit that wasn’t even worth a dime
Truth is I told my mom that I wanted to die one year before I turned nine
That means I was eight and I was already envisioning my caskets shape
Yeah You niggas was thinking bout some fine girls thick cake
I was self harming cause I’m stuck inside of the body of the person that I hate
I Don’t need saving , cause I feel like it’s already to late
Men always dissapointed me so I kept niggas far away
A nigga turning into a rat and calling me snake , shit it’s just another day
I don’t be surprised by the bullshit anymore
A lotta shit got me wondering what I’m doing it all for
I been spitting so much pain, that my throat is feeling soar
Imma be fly even inna casket, gone see a nigga soar
I don’t even know if I’m gonna see the lord, but maybe I deserve it all
I’m still the crescent sin after all, it’s people that hate you because others love you, hoping that you fall
Hoping that you fall, wanna see you bleeding as you crawl
Life knocked my ass out the park even when I threw a curve ball
Started manifesting and learned that my word is law
To heal my pain I started putting my hands on EM beats and dissembodying EM just like my name is overhaul
I’m just illustrating, I’m painting, without a canvas
Lonely nights, lonely days, I was praying fa answers
Can’t you see, don’t you see, this pain inside of me
This life shit took my soul away, that’s one hell of a fucking robbery
Might be selfish but I hope that when I pass someone gone remember
I had to make my own, cause I always felt like I never had a family
And even those I chose didn’t hesitate stab me In the back ya see
And still stand fa EM everyday I be thinking like what the hell is wrong with me
It’s days I feel like DJ is the only brother I got
The other one died of a heart attack, a precious soul lost
I be thinking like why did you take him and not me I’m the one that lost
But the good die young and living righteous comes at a cost
There ain’t a day that goes by when you’re not on my mind
Yo mom and dad still hurting they can’t even look me in the eye
You were the light in their lives and now they lost their sight
Bass When I realized I forgot your voice I started to cry
Don’t worry I know you with me imma keep ya soul alive
(Chorus: Kid Outcast/Kiteascha shyell)
(Sample: Kiteascha shyell)
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die.(suicides on my mind)
To die. (Ian ready)
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
I ain’t ready to die
I ain’t ready to die
Said I ain’t ready to die
To die
(Voice memo: kid outcast )
We’re all someone, but we’re all no one at the same time
We all have a purpose, but at the same time no one has a purpose
We all came here to do something but most of us don’t even know what that is
We’re all nobody’s in our own worlds or the world around us atleast
Look next to you, to the left and right
If there’s someone there... really start to ask yourself... what are they doing here?
What was the reason for them to be put in my life?
Nothing happens by coincidence... nothing
You meet people through faith
What you do when you meet them is up to you tho
Nobody... we’re all... nobody
(Let’s start something and make the world a better place in a way)
( Kid Outcast )
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