[Lyric] Realist (Torrian Ball)

Back in 2016 I almost gave up music
Anxiety and depression had me bout to lose it 
Had thoughts of suicide but i couldn't do it 
My daughter walked in the room and ask what i was doing
Used to be paralyzed you prolly never knew it 
Fractured my spine had me feeling like my life was ruined 
Legs ain't moving head bleeding getting pumped with fluids 
Praise God cuz he the only one that helped me thru it 
They think I'm soft cuz every song I'm pouring out my heart 
Like my shit ain't help you heal when it got torn apart 
Like it ain't help you find yo way when you was feeling lost 
Like it ain't take the strength of god to learn how to walk 
Every begged for support from ya closest friends
And they act like they can't even post ya shit 
Quick to gas you up like you be going in
But then They just keep Scrolling like you don't exist
They are not your friends that is not a friend
Had to say the shit twice so it starts sinking in 
They poking holes in yo ship but don't know how to swim 
Better Get them players off your team that don't want you to win 
Jordan needed Pippen Kobe needed Shaq 
Jay needed bigg and dame to put up all them plaques
Make sure the people in your corner really got your back 
Never let these clowns turn you to a circus act 
This the realest shit I ever wrote
This the realest shit I ever wrote
I won't stop until they hear me
I won't stop until they feel me
This the realest shit I ever wrote
This the realest shit I ever wrote
I won't stop until they hear me
I won't stop until they feel me