[Lyric] RECOVERY (Mill Nashy)

Why keeping a distance?
Tell me how long I have to wait
You're such a mistress
Don't know how long this shit will take
Recovery
Stop making fun of me
When I'm back up
You're all fucked
Self-Care, only me

Since 99' I'm standing in the rain
I'm so numb, there was only pain
And now I hate you
But I truly love you
Now you gone
You keep moving on
And I got no time to hold on 
Yeah you gone
I was almost sober
Now I'm high, drunk and I'm a fucking loner
I'm inside of my room and I told ya
That I can't wait to meet again
I need some changes but I can't
Get you outta my fucking head
Bringing me back to life
Deciding 'bout left and right
Inside of a cell, heaven and hell
I feel both tonight
Why keeping a distancе?
Tell me how long I have to wait
You'rе such a mistress
Don't know how long this shit will take
Recovery
Stop making fun of me
When I'm back up
You're all fucked
Why keeping a distance?
Tell me how long I have to wait
You're such a mistress
Don't know how long this shit will take
Recovery
Stop making fun of me
When I'm back up
You're all fucked
Self-Care, only me