[Lyric] Red Wine (Shavar Dawkins)

[Verse 1]
I was detached, but I won't relapse
It's taken some time just to get where I'm at
I did lots of shit that I left in the past
Just a few stupid shit that I regret
Wasn't connected, wasn't knee caps
All of my hard work, It started from scratch
Defeated, but I didn't need the rehab
And although I did theatre, I'm not acting mad
I'm knocking these walls down, I took the axe
Creating directions like I made the maps
I'm out on the streets, SOS I'm dispatched
Moving cause I just remembered the past
That shit was a trap
Man I was just brokеn, I lost support in myself
I lost my passion, my biggest token
Feelings unspokеn wish I had balls back then
To say what I want, felt I was pressured primarily on
I should've got out the chair I was on
And seek my discomfort but that's later on
Few friends used to check-in and ask what I'm on
I should've told them that I'm feeling numb
Instead, I just lied and said I was good
But I realize I was shamefully wrong
[Chorus]
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my mind
I need to rewind, I need to rewind
I'm taking my time, I'm taking my time
Been wasting my life, been wasting my life
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my mind
I need to rewind, I need to rewind
I'm taking my time, I'm taking my time
Been wasting my life, been wasting my life

[Bridge]
Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my mind

[Chorus]
I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind
Mistakenly blind, I need to rewind
Been waiting for time, I need to go back
Been wasting my life and now I'm behind
Imma stop hiding, this is rematch
Righting my wrongs, riding the tides
Not choosing no sides, not choosing no sides
I'm drinking red wine, reflecting the past
I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind
Mistakenly blind, I need to rewind
Been waiting for time, I need to go back
Been wasting my life and now I'm behind
Imma stop hiding, this is rematch
Righting my wrongs, riding the tides
Not choosing no sides, not choosing no sides
I'm drinking red wine, reflecting the past
Reflecting the past (reflecting the past)

[Outro]
Losing my mind, I'm losing my mind
I need to rewind, I need to rewind
I'm taking my time, I'm taking my time
Been wasting my life, Been wasting my life
Yeah

[Skit]
But good she nice, hello Darling
(Hi, we miss you)
Har face brown and pretty
(Aw thank you)
Nice girl mon, nice girl
Every morning mi pray fi them
Mi realize say, autumn pray fi mi every day