[Lyric] Redemption (YourCuzMarcus)

[Verse 1]
I'm not trying to be cold
Or cut corners off stone
You keep calling my phone
You're so scared for me
It's not old for me
Still I won't rock the boat, Ma
It won't take the weight, Ma
The whole world's awake here
This hole I'm in
Is where I've been
Watch over me
Yeah, know you've been there
So empty in the evenings, suddenly
Wide awake, sleeping in
Hold the beat
That's the most beautiful thing that I know (Beautiful thing that I know)

[Chorus]
My dear Mama don't pray but she loves loads
Only so far you can go if you don't stay
All my lifе I've loathed, man, I mean wеll
Tell my brothers I've changed, I can be better
I hope I don't sound too distasteful if sing, redemption
[Verse 2]
Oh, so come along with me
If you really don't believe in love, well, I could be the reason you believe
Tell my brothers that I really love them so
Although we were never close enough for them to see the things that have seen
Here comes trouble, I can feel it in my bones
There's a place where people go when they get old 'round here and all they do is drink
I've got some friends who got some trouble with their nose
I've got friends who got some goals
I know people who were living on the brink
And then they swear they heard a sound from up the clouds
And some sunlight coming down
They say a heaven is a place under your skin
I'm forever blowing bubbles on my own
I've been rolling like a stone around a city that gets blurry when I blink
And it's gold
G-G-G-Gold
G-G-G-Golden

[Chorus]
My dear Mama don't pray but she loves loads
Only so far you can go if you don't stay
All my life I've loathed, man, I mean well
Tell my brothers I've changed, I can be better
I hope I don't sound too distasteful if sing, redemption