[Lyric] REGRETS (SPAZZKYD)

[Intro: GUNMETAL & ROSE]
GUNMETAL, drop that shit
I fucking hate you

[Hook: SPAZZKYD]
Regretting all that I have done
But I can never take it back
Regretting losses never won
I'll bleed and burn but never crack

I'll never break or show a tear
My heart is beating on the floor
I rip apart my fucking mind can't
Find the key to my own door

[Verse 1: SPAZZKYD]
Wiping my tears, I look into the mirror
I put on my lenses, it's blurry not clearer
The end of my life getting closer and nearer
I'm trying to listen but I cannot hear her
So many fakes and so many lies
I just wanna see but you wear a disguise
Blindfold that covers up over my eyes
I know that it's blue but I can't see the sky

So many faces, and so many places
That I wanna see but I'm growing complacent, yuh
I'm not myself, yeah I lost who I am
I can't lie anymore, now I just gotta face it, yuh

Lying awake, 2am in my head
Nothing makes any sense, fill my brain up with lead
I used to see red, now I just see grey
I used to see life, now I see myself dead

[Hook: SPAZZKYD]
Regretting all that I have done
But I can never take it back
Regretting losses never won
I'll bleed and burn but never crack

I'll never break or show a tear
My heart is beating on the floor
I rip apart my fucking mind can't
Find the key to my own door
[Verse 2: SPAZZKYD]
I'm looking for bread, and it make it way to me
I tell her I love her I try to mean truly
But it is so hard when I don't love myself
I look in her eyes I feel like she see through me

I get so jealous, yeah, over the little things
She get so mad but I hope that she love me still
Can't talk to no one feel like they belittle me
Feeling so bad so I drink and I pop those pills

This is my goodbye note
So I spit it with a tight flow
Baby, one day yeah I might go
But I try to keep the fight though

How much longer can I do this?
Will I ever get on through this?
I'm not winning I'm gone lose it
Tat my body and abuse it, yuh

Regretting all that I have done
But I can never take it back
Regretting losses never won
Bleed and burn but never crack
I'll never break or show a tear
My heart is beating on the floor
Rip apart my fucking mind can't
Find the key to my own door

[Hook: SPAZZKYD]
Regretting all that I have done
But I can never take it back
Regretting losses never won
I'll bleed and burn but never crack

I'll never break or show a tear
My heart is beating on the floor
I rip apart my fucking mind can't
Find the key to my own door