[Lyric] Relapse (The Painter)

Over the counter
Pay for a killer
Oh, I can not kill this pain
Faces on doorknobs
Echoes from the hall
Oh, I can not kill this pain

Relief
I need a little time from this fight
Release
I'll spend another dime for some peace
Tonight

I'm running hard from feeling
I'm too afraid of healing
Relapse
I'm chasing silver lining
I won't stay here to die
Relapse
Will you please recover me?
I try hard to keep myself from sinking deep
But on my own, I can't
Box full of spirits
I hope this will do it
'Cause, oh, I can not kill this pain
I'll run into her arms
To keep me from the harm
Can any one please
I can not kill this pain

Relief
I need a little time from this fight
Release
I'll spend another dime for some peace
Tonight

I'm running hard from feeling
I'm too afraid of healing
Relapse
I'm chasing silver lining
I won't stay here to die
Relapse
Will you please recover me?
I try hard to keep myself from sinking deep
But on my own, I can't

No, I can't
I'm too afraid of healing
I'm too afraid of healing
So I, so I
Relapse
I'm running hard from feeling
I'm too afraid of healing
Relapse
I'm chasing silver lining
I won't stay here to die
Relapse
And will you please recover me?
I try hard to keep myself from sinking deep
But on my own, I can't