[Lyric] Rendezvous (Semisad)

It's hard to think of myself as someone new
Wonder if it's it's for the best that I cannot see you
Split my head, and it's evident that she turned me black and blue
Another night that I obsess, nose bleeding in my room

Meet me at our rendezvous
I feel the best, when I'm in the bed
Right next to you
Blood to my head's rushing
From the drugs I'm overdosing
I always try my best but I still always lose

I'll be here inside my room
I do my best but get little rest
I hope you come through
Can't bear thе taste it's too lonely
And the worst of us keeps showing
Whеre this'll end, God I only wish I knew

Poisoning my mind
I still think I'm fine though
I can't quite deny
That you've got me feeling psycho
I feel borderline, like I'm walking on a tightrope
I fear for my life, like you're gonna make me die slow
Pop like 3 or 4
To keep me good while I'm on the road
Crashed my waves to shore
Right down upon my home
I guess I need to go
I just feel so damn alone
Depression's manifesting from talking to your ghost

Meet me at our rendezvous
I feel the best, when I'm in the bed
Right next to you
Blood to my head's rushing
From the drugs I'm overdosing
I always try my best but I still always lose

I'll be here inside my room
I do my best but get little rest
I hope you come through
Can't bear the taste it's too lonely
And the worst of us keeps showing
Where this'll end, God I only wish I knew