[Lyric] Retro Activity (Shavar Dawkins)

[Verse]
Yeah, yeah
I might need a minute
I'm drowning in liquor; my patience is thinking
The devil is calling
I need to get higher; The fuel is thickening
I see the phone ringing
I'll call you back later sometime in December
Tonight I can't let you in
My mind is a bully; it's haunting me
Everything burns at a third-degree
Healing the pain with the melody
Leaning on hope as a remedy
Waiting for faith just to call on me
They said that the truth will set you free
Sorry but I do not know where to begin
I need an estate, need to trade like monopoly
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
They wanna know how I'm doing, yah
Chewing on my own exclusives, yah
They wanna talk, but I'm boujee, yah
Vary, got a new fiancé, yah
Moving my energy, Uhaul definitive
Back to the 70s, retroactivity
Charity worthy, the journey deserted
But medically worth it, this shit is assertive
Mentally focusing, steadily honing in
Yah da-da-da-da-da-da all of these adjectives
Leveling, leveling up only additives
Notes from the bosses, don't listen to narratives
[Interlude]
And this is a man who doesn't give a fuck anymore
You use a man once, twice and eventually
He stops picking up the phone

[Outro]
Try not to look any closer, okay
Just look at yourself in the mirror and dance real sexy to your music
Pretend like you're at home in your bathroom by yourself
That's it, that's it
Now drink as much as you can handle as fast as you can
You might as well get faded
You ever feel like you're deep under the ocean?
Where do you go from here?