[Lyric] Role model (Ayel)

I’m not to be a role model
As I am not a Person to follow
Socials making all of us hollow
I can’t swim so I’ll drown in my sorrows

I hate past present and the future
Doubted on and feeling like a looser
They say that life Is never gonna suit ya
Well suits you cause that’s what imma do

It’s a choice for me not a choice for you
So let me do what I wanna do and let me choose
I mean I’ve been called it all like
You are rare
Why do you stare
Why should I share
Why should I care

They said I’m unique
But now I’m jus a neek
It’s like they want me out the streets
Don’t wanna hear this voicе on this beat
But I am doing this for me
But I am doing this for me yеa
I remember getting tranceformer snacks
With them EMA racks
Coming home to a chicken korma
But now I’m just a former
Sixth former
All I got is post trauma
No diploma

I’m not a lier but my pants are on fire
Not talking flames I’m talking my fly attire
Open up my mind and you’ll find what’s inside
My brain
I may be a little insane
Due to the damage and the pain
I’m coming through like a god damn train
No falling off no being de railed
I’m outta here so let’s set sail
I’m on a ship
And I’m outta real friendships
Outta real friendships (X3)

Oh oh oh oh ....

I’m not to be a role model
As I am not a Person to follow
Socials making all of us hollow
I can’t swim so I’ll drown in my sorrows
I’m not to be a role model
As I am not a Person to follow

I’m not to be a I’m not to be a role model
As I am not a Person to follow
Socials making all of us hollow
I can’t swim so I’ll drown in my sorrows