[Lyric] S A D A F (Matt Lv)

I desire understanding
I hide away from love
I wanna love’in you so bad, but
Afraid of getting lost
Depression’s eating me up girl
And tell them go to hell
I wanna have my redemption
Fucked up no good

If I could give my life to you and I would rather die
Fuck all the people around me who make me feel putrefied
I keep a distance with you fuck I love you so damn right
Fuck I love you so damn right
If I could give my life to you and I would rather die

Fuck all the people around me who make me feel putrefied
I keep a distance with you fuck I love you so damn right
Fuck I love you so damn right

I crushed my pride under the pressure of my life instead
I wish I smile but I ain’t happy like I used to have
The more I care the more I want myself to run away, run away
I’m sorry mom
I’m sorry dad
Fucked up my life
I’m ruined inside
I never listen and I do the things in my way
I’m feeling guilty but I have no heart to repay

I’m sorry mom
I’m sorry dad
Fucked up my life
I’m ruined inside
I never listen and I do the things in my way
I’m feeling guilty but I have no heart to repay

If I could give my life to you and I would rather die
Fuck all the people around me who make me feel putrefied
I keep a distance with you fuck I love you so damn right
Fuck I love you so damn right

I crushed my pride under the pressure of my life instead
I wish I smile but I ain’t happy like I used to have
The more I care the more I want myself to run away, run away

Oh, I have no heart to repay
I got no heart to repay
Oh, I got no heart to repay
I got no heart to repay