[Lyric] Saddened (Reh Dogg)

(Intro)
As I stand here besides myself
I wonder why I'm sitting here besides myself
First it was Kellee and now it's Michelle
At least I'm here on the earth oh well
I feel a lot of pain inside, but I have my dignity and pride
At least I have my chosen son JT, cause you know I will always love he

(Verse)
My life is so confused I played the game and I lose
The life that I live is the one that I choose
Oops here it comes yet another tragedy
I miss my chosen son Jose Torres you see
I sit in this room feeling sad and lonely
No matter what I do bad luck surround me
But hold on let me tell the story I had two best friends Raymond and Andy
I thought they were done but they really hate me
Break into my home they use to have the house key
That made me angry so I called the police
But hold on here's another story, Rob and Michael Knight really out to get
Me
But worse of all foster mother hurt me, turn her back on me that's all
Right with me
What goes around comes back lady, I always knew in my heart you was shady
But anyway here's another story, I use to have a girlfriend by the name of
Kellee
Said I was too good for her and then she dumped me, Sherry-Ann cheated with
The boy called Lean
Sometimes I sit and I wonder why me, I'm all by myself I'm so sad and
Lonely
Excuse me and let me tell my story, life is so confused I played the game
And I lose
But hold on let me tell the story, I use to have a girl by the name of
Kellee
But anyway here's another tragedy, I miss my chosen son Jose Torres you see
I sit in this room feeling sad and lonely, no matter what I do children
Surround me