[Lyric] SAILING TOWARDS DESPAIR (HXNJV)

Pain
I feel pain
Pain
I feel pain
Disappear
Break
Fade me
Bracing me

All this pain is [?] at night and death is the key
You dead wrong if you take what you see is what I see
I'm so strong if you take a [?] how long I survive
I'm not dying [?] how many times I fucking try

All this pain is [?] at night and death is the key
You dead wrong if you take what you see is what I see
I'm so strong if you take a [?] how long I survive
I'm not dying [?] how many times I fucking try

Slit my wrist in the bathtub
Filling up with blood
Feeling so alone
I'm not feeling my limbs
Taking my life
Like a [?] have one
I am so done

Slit my wrist in the bathtub
Filling up with blood
Feeling so alone
I'm not feeling my limbs

Taking my life
Like a [?] have one
I am so done