[PART 1: VERSE 1]
I understand I'm not the best and all you can afford
If you would buy for sure you know that you would buy more
Replaced- and honestly, it's not even your fault
If I were you in the same shoes
I would refund for more love
More time and more joy so much of that wasted upon a kid who was too selfish to ever really say shit
But in my defense, a kid can't be that perfect okay?
It's horrible to have expectations surpassing that of an adult
At fault, I know it's me
And I come close to a villain
Hindering my own ideal idea of healing
By never telling you the whole story out of guilt
It's sick and hidden inside the folds of my vocal cords
My fingers don't wanna type (be bygones)
I guess I suppose i wanna keep the angelic halo on my head of course
To cope I do not talk to you and that makes me a coward
In the end, it do not matter we are just a clock that had shattered
Our atoms don't collide
And our planets pass by the other
[PART 1: Chorus]
Wishful wishful
Wish wish wish wishful
Wish for it wish for it
[PART 1: BRIDGE]
I can't be your friend
I can't be your boy
I don't wanna see anybody by your side
Time changed
Time changed
That's life that's life
I wish i loved you more
[PART 1: VERSE 2]
I'm not gonna lie and sit here and say that i am living
Without being haunted by all that i was given
And gave and took away
Repairs are way too much for me
Too much responsibility baby please take it away
I took you for granted
Thought that you had no decision
Had you around my finger
It was abusive I admit it
Air out my dirty laundry
Hoping nobody caught me
I guess right now I'm my own op calling the policemen on me
And I won't tell you shit
I won't tell you a thing
I already apologized and you said it was okay
I don't believe you
I don't believe you
You know I rewarded her for sure
I just don't talk to her anymore
[PART 2: BRIDGE 2]
Cry for revenge in the weakest way
With the weakest motive
And the least amount of support
You're..You're angry
You're angry
You're angry
Well so am i
You left me
You hate me
You hate me well so do i
I
[PART 2: VERSE 3]
I know you hit me
It's iffy
The situation killing every thought of peace and every pacifist gene in me
If you hate me, you hate me, that's just the conclusion
But you loved my brothers
That's how I know I'm the only one losing
My eye it bruised
I was seven you hit me with a broom
In the middle of a room, you locked me inside of a restroom to cry
Hide your sins in the middle of a time
You'll go to Afghanistan just to terrorize and run away from the problems, you cannot lie
You're a marine? oh well
You were unseen? oh well
You weren't in the yearbook I bought
We walked past each other in the halls
You grew up with me and fuck
You didn't even look at me once
You didn't care bout me once
You never even called
You never apologized
You never kept up w me
You kept up with my cousin
I see how it is I just don't agree with the way your mind is made and how your world is to be perceived
I could kill you out of revenge but the cure would only end up haunting me
I'm angry
I'm angry
I'm angry still after nine fucking years
How long does the heartbreak of a child take to heal?
[PART 2: OUTRO]
You decided what you said
I won't miss you ever again
I'm a child craving acceptance, acceptance, accept me, accept me, accept me
You didn't
How come this logic stands?
What did I do to you man?
I'm a child craving acceptance, acceptance, a message, a message
Merely a reply back
I understand I'm not the best and all you can afford
If you would buy for sure you know that you would buy more
Replaced- and honestly, it's not even your fault
If I were you in the same shoes
I would refund for more love
More time and more joy so much of that wasted upon a kid who was too selfish to ever really say shit
But in my defense, a kid can't be that perfect okay?
It's horrible to have expectations surpassing that of an adult
At fault, I know it's me
And I come close to a villain
Hindering my own ideal idea of healing
By never telling you the whole story out of guilt
It's sick and hidden inside the folds of my vocal cords
My fingers don't wanna type (be bygones)
I guess I suppose i wanna keep the angelic halo on my head of course
To cope I do not talk to you and that makes me a coward
In the end, it do not matter we are just a clock that had shattered
Our atoms don't collide
And our planets pass by the other
[PART 1: Chorus]
Wishful wishful
Wish wish wish wishful
Wish for it wish for it
[PART 1: BRIDGE]
I can't be your friend
I can't be your boy
I don't wanna see anybody by your side
Time changed
Time changed
That's life that's life
I wish i loved you more
[PART 1: VERSE 2]
I'm not gonna lie and sit here and say that i am living
Without being haunted by all that i was given
And gave and took away
Repairs are way too much for me
Too much responsibility baby please take it away
I took you for granted
Thought that you had no decision
Had you around my finger
It was abusive I admit it
Air out my dirty laundry
Hoping nobody caught me
I guess right now I'm my own op calling the policemen on me
And I won't tell you shit
I won't tell you a thing
I already apologized and you said it was okay
I don't believe you
I don't believe you
You know I rewarded her for sure
I just don't talk to her anymore
[PART 2: BRIDGE 2]
Cry for revenge in the weakest way
With the weakest motive
And the least amount of support
You're..You're angry
You're angry
You're angry
Well so am i
You left me
You hate me
You hate me well so do i
I
[PART 2: VERSE 3]
I know you hit me
It's iffy
The situation killing every thought of peace and every pacifist gene in me
If you hate me, you hate me, that's just the conclusion
But you loved my brothers
That's how I know I'm the only one losing
My eye it bruised
I was seven you hit me with a broom
In the middle of a room, you locked me inside of a restroom to cry
Hide your sins in the middle of a time
You'll go to Afghanistan just to terrorize and run away from the problems, you cannot lie
You're a marine? oh well
You were unseen? oh well
You weren't in the yearbook I bought
We walked past each other in the halls
You grew up with me and fuck
You didn't even look at me once
You didn't care bout me once
You never even called
You never apologized
You never kept up w me
You kept up with my cousin
I see how it is I just don't agree with the way your mind is made and how your world is to be perceived
I could kill you out of revenge but the cure would only end up haunting me
I'm angry
I'm angry
I'm angry still after nine fucking years
How long does the heartbreak of a child take to heal?
[PART 2: OUTRO]
You decided what you said
I won't miss you ever again
I'm a child craving acceptance, acceptance, accept me, accept me, accept me
You didn't
How come this logic stands?
What did I do to you man?
I'm a child craving acceptance, acceptance, a message, a message
Merely a reply back
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