[Lyric] Sanctum of Sorrow (KayZeus_LNSG)

[Verse 1]
Trapped within these walls of sorrow
In a place of holiness but feeling ungodly
To put my hands up I would have to borrow someone's happiness
Sadness undermines what I really feel
The spread of depression is unreal
It's like watching the only things you love get ripped from your hands
And all you can do it is stand and stare
To young to understand what's happening
Still young enough to have infantile amnesia
Even though you shouldn't remember it, you remember it to the very last moment
Incapable of changing the past
Couldn't make the words "I love you" last
Seeing a picture wasn't good enough I wanted something that would everlast
Wrapped around a tree with the family
Flexing our biceps on the canopies
California beaches was closest we were together
And then like hurricane everything was dismembered

[Chorus]
The sanctum of sorrow that grips everybody
Having happy moments quickly change like reverie
And late nights getting washed down with Hennessy
Our greatest memories will turn us into enemies
Toxic with each other like a hand in a anemone
(Repeat It)
The sanctum of sorrow that grips everybody
Having happy moments quickly change like reverie
And late nights getting washed down with Hennessy
Our greatest memories will turn us into enemies
Toxic with each other like a hand in a anemone
[Verse 2]
No love for anyone everyone my enemy
I feel like ever since birth a demon has always tried to enter me
God knocking at the door and I close blinds
He stays knocking, all day and all night
I leave holes in these walls like a fist of iron might
Jesus says walk by faith not by sight
Well I hope he’s right
As I walk into darkness I can only do one thing
It’s grab this little bell I have and ring it
It says ring for Jesus
It’s funny what we make up to feel comfort
Especially in a place of perpetual distort
Like a virus his love is a infection from the pores
Like a flower giving off one to many spores
Jesus gave his life and I all can do is sit alone
I wish I could repay and throw capital J a bone

[Chorus]
The sanctum of sorrow that grips everybody
Having happy moments quickly change like reverie
And late nights getting washed down with Hennessy
Our greatest memories will turn us into enemies
Toxic with each other like a hand in a anemone
(Repeat It)
The sanctum of sorrow that grips everybody
Having happy moments quickly change like reverie
And late nights getting washed down with Hennessy
Our greatest memories will turn us into enemies
Toxic with each other like a hand in a anemone
[Outro]
That’s until I open the door and let him in
And I say thank you for waiting