[Lyric] ​save me (autumndropsdead)

[Chorus]
Hope you know I won’t try to give up shit
Ask myself again: "do I really exist?”
Wonder if my friends talk about me when I dip
Could I jump off a cliff, and start over again
Tell baby am I really everything that you wanted?
Turn into a ghost, said you’re gonna leave me haunted
Loving you alone up until i’m feeling nothing
Fine on my own, i don't know if i’m bluffing

[Verse 1]
Genuine but I
Sorta wanna die
Take a look inside
Hollow body but my mind
Says I shouldn’t hide, but the sky’s
Looking pretty damn gloomy;
Hope somebody would comply
Cause i’ve tried to explain this pain in my chest
When I stare at the mirror all it does is reflect
Dozens of fears soon to claw at my neck
How many years till I end up dead?
[Bridge]
It ain’t so easy, why won’t you leave me
Girl i’m so sleazy, wake up you’re dreaming
What you’re believing, isn’t in 3D
Why am I weeping, I can’t stop weeping

[Verse 2]
So lost, let me pass away
My soul fought but I fucking caved
Can’t see straight when you’re out of sight
When the sun go down, I don’t feel alright
So i’m stuck in a cycle of agony
Waiting for someone; hopefully remember me
Jotting down every melody
They hear the sounds, and they wanna commemorate

[Chorus]
Hope you know I won’t try to give up shit
Ask myself again “do I really exist?”
Wonder if my friends talk about me when I dip
Could I jump off a cliff, and start over again
Tell baby am I really everything that you wanted?
Turn into a ghost, said you’re gonna leave me haunted
Loving you alone up until i’m feeling nothing
Fine on my own, i don't know if i’m bluffing
[outro]
Sink my teeth in apples, eating’s a hassle
Don’t you know that the truth is i’m afraid
I dislike being casual, so i’ll be an asshole
Are you listening to every single word i say?
I promise you that there are brighter days
Let me help you before i’m someone you hate
(let me hold you before i'm someone you hate)