[Lyric] SAVE ME (NSJ The Lyrical Gawd)

Verse-NSJ

I need love but I can't even love myself
Truth is...I really hate myself
I looked in the mirror and I saw somebody else
See I really wish to be my younger self
I just wanna be happy like everybody else
I doubt I'll go to heaven man my life's already hell

Please Teach me how to open up
Most of my friends wanna help but then I shut em out
'Cause... I'm really not used to bеing loved
Maybe that's why I'm finding it so hard to trust someonе
God isn't answering, I've been tryna hit him up
....I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright
I'm always laughing but I cry myself to sleep at night
...I'm breathing but I don't feel alive
Sometimes I feel so sad and I don't even know why..
It really feels like I'm losing my mind

Chorus-Young Cray SA

I wish Someone Could save me
I'm so lonely,I feel so lonely, I feel so lonely
I wish someone could help
I feel so helpless
I'm too shy
Life of a Loner


Verse-NSJ

I laugh like everything is fine but I'm falling apart
It's too much pain, sometimes I wish I never had a heart
And Lately I just hate everything that I used to love
And I still don't know what is the purpose of my life
Sometimes I ask myself will I ever be good enough!?
'Cause Honestly I'm tired of Begging to be loved
Honestly I'm tired of trying so hard
Honestly I'm tired of being let down

Everybody keeps leaving me maybe I'm the Problem
All my thoughts are depressing so I'm tryna avoid em
I cannot love anymore the way my heart has been broken
I'm still stuck on My past, my life ain't moving forward
Everyday is a war and I'm barely surviving
I'm 19 why do I gotta feel all these emotions
If it wasn't for the music I don't know where I'd be
I grab my pen and pad and vent when I'm feeling lonely

Chorus-Young Cray SA

I wish Someone Could save me
I'm so lonely,I feel so lonely, I feel so lonely
I wish someone could help
I feel so helpless
I'm too shy
Life of a Loner


Verse-NSJ

Locked up in my room, I use these words as an escape
Life is precious but I'd trade mine on any day
I'm always sad, no ...I don't wanna live this way
Dear God I'm on my knees please heal my pain
Voices in my head and they driving me insane
Telling me to quit , saying I deserve a grave
And I don't wanna die, so honestly I'm afraid

You have nightmares when you sleep, well I'm living one in reality
...I'd give anything just to live happily
Reminiscing on the times when I was happy
It's been so long, I don't even remember how it feels
All those moments are nothing but distant memories
It's Ironic how I used to be so full of life..
...But lately I've been feeling so empty inside
I think I need help before this ends in suicide.x2


Chorus-Young Cray SA

I wish Someone Could save me
I'm so lonely,I feel so lonely, I feel so lonely
I wish someone could help
I feel so helpless
I'm too shy
Life of a Loner×2