(Verse 1)
Most days i wonder why they can be so childish, most days I wonder why they are so fake and toxic towards me, why should I even smile at them if they treat me this way. Am I stuck in some sort of nightmare on repeat or am I just overreacting
(Verse 2)
When I walk every single day with a straight face waiting for what's to come, they just interrupt my day asking if i'm 'okay' so i just ignore them so i walk past them and go talk to my real friends
(Chorus)
They like to find out my insecurities еven if i had none, I try not to overthink it but it's so uncontrollablе, I just feel like long walks to distract myself but it's pouring rain outside. I wonder if they knew what they're putting others and myself go through
(Verse 3)
I feel like i'm trapped in a dark room with no lights and I can't see a thing, there's just so many voices in my head saying different things and they know i'm not a good multitasker
(Verse 4)
Some days I enter the gates with mixed emotions and I end up blaming the nice people and fro there I end up losing more friends because they don't seem to understand that it's extremely rare to open up about my feelings
(Chorus)
They like to find out my insecurities even if I had none, I try not to overthink it but it's so uncontrollable, I just feel like long walks to distract myself but it's pouring rain outside. I wonder if they knew what they're putting others and myself go through
(Verse 5)
Towards the ending I keep my head held up high to show that I'm strong and sick of what they've done so hopefully they'll move on
Most days i wonder why they can be so childish, most days I wonder why they are so fake and toxic towards me, why should I even smile at them if they treat me this way. Am I stuck in some sort of nightmare on repeat or am I just overreacting
(Verse 2)
When I walk every single day with a straight face waiting for what's to come, they just interrupt my day asking if i'm 'okay' so i just ignore them so i walk past them and go talk to my real friends
(Chorus)
They like to find out my insecurities еven if i had none, I try not to overthink it but it's so uncontrollablе, I just feel like long walks to distract myself but it's pouring rain outside. I wonder if they knew what they're putting others and myself go through
(Verse 3)
I feel like i'm trapped in a dark room with no lights and I can't see a thing, there's just so many voices in my head saying different things and they know i'm not a good multitasker
(Verse 4)
Some days I enter the gates with mixed emotions and I end up blaming the nice people and fro there I end up losing more friends because they don't seem to understand that it's extremely rare to open up about my feelings
(Chorus)
They like to find out my insecurities even if I had none, I try not to overthink it but it's so uncontrollable, I just feel like long walks to distract myself but it's pouring rain outside. I wonder if they knew what they're putting others and myself go through
(Verse 5)
Towards the ending I keep my head held up high to show that I'm strong and sick of what they've done so hopefully they'll move on
( Tayla Gorman )
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