[Lyric] Self Destruct (Emily Franke)

About her
She’s apart of my everyday noise
In my head
Clouds surround her
Make no mistake, she’s got horns too

See her face, the way she moves
Isn’t something you lose, in that minds eye
No matter how far removed
I can’t chose what I dream of at night

You love that I’m in love with you
I can’t escape it no matter what I’m feeling
But that’s all that I, I am to you
Self destruct at every moment I’m receiving

Laid out on the kitchen floor
Crying to moments before
I can’t anticipate anymore

I never hear from you now
Whiplash of love with a cost
Our history book is drawn deep with this stuff
You love that I’m in love with you
I can’t escape it no matter what I’m feeling
But that’s all that I am to you
Self destruct at every moment I’m receiving

She asks me, “does everybody feel like this
At life without a cause a loss of lust without him”
I listen to my reflection with a glass
Half poured and forgotten

And say

You love that I’m in love with you
I can’t escape it no matter what I’m feeling
But that’s all that I am to you
Self destruct at every moment I’m receiving

Laid out on the kitchen floor
Crying to moments before
I can’t anticipate anymore

I never hear from her now
Whiplash of love with an expiration
Termination I wasn’t paying attention

You love that I’m in love with you
I can’t escape it no matter what I’m feeling
But that’s all that I am to you
Self destruct at every moment my brains receiving
My brains receiving
My brains receiving