[Lyric] Seventh Stage of Grief (Analise Scarpaci)

Staring at the walls I think I'm drowning
Closing in and I can't seem to breathe
Everyone expects me to be ok with everything
Calling me dramatic and a freak

I know that you were young one time
And things felt right
That doesn't mean that my hurt ain't mine
I loved you so, want you to know
I give you credit for helping me grow
Before you stop listening I need you to know
My heart may be broken in two
But the seventh stage of grief is hope
And I hope one day my tears will matter to you, you
My tеars will matter to you, you

Lookin' back on times when I was smallеr
When you'd raise your voice and I would run
Oh, [?] and I'd start to cry
[?] put that anger on me, now you curse me for life
I know that you were young one time
And things weren't right
That doesn't mean that my hurt ain't mine
I hate you so, want you to know
Still give you credit for helping me grow
Before you stop listening I need you to know
My heart may be broken in two
But the seventh stage of grief is hope
And I hope one day my tears will matter to you, you
My tears will matter to you
Yeah

Hope you're happy I turned out what you made me to be
Suddenly I feel [?] who keeps me from being happy
Lookin back on broken ballet bars and shoes that made me feel so tall
But you made me feel small

I know that you were young one time
And things weren't right
It doesn't mean that my hurt ain't mine
I hate you so, want you know
Still give you credit for helping me grow
Before you stop listening I need you to know
That my heart may be broken in two
But the seventh stage of grief is hope
And I hope one day my tears will matter to you
Oh, oh, oh