[Lyric] ​shell slow reverb (mutual feelings)

These days, I'm feeling so emotionless
There's a constant buzzing in my head
It's where the beast lives
I can't sleep before nine anymore
I'm so tired
Tired of waiting for what's next
What's for the best?
And I don't know

Thought I saw my silver lining
But that silver lining was a razorblade
And I'm cold
I'm so cold

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I'm screaming out for help
But I'm underwater
And they can't hear me
Somebody help me
Pull me up from the deep end
Cause I'm drowning
And I hate the way I feel
Every single day
I'm just a shell of a body
I'm not me anymore
You took that away
The day you said you loved me
I wanna feel again
But I don't think that's gonna happen