[Verse 1]
You must that I'm a dreamer huh
I make the world
I pull the strings
Cause I'm the schemer huh
I wouldn't think that adding
Trauma to the mix
Would flip the switch
On my reality
I don't know which is which
So let me tell you
How the sitch
Was leading up
It's heating up
I'm having nightmares on a daily
Sleeping barely
Rarely
Seeing clearly
Shadows moving eerie
Now they stalking me
Walk with me
Mocking me
Talk to me
Constantly
Disgusted at the thought of me
I wonder what is haunting me
But they stay taunting me
And obviously
They not real fond of me
I can't escape em
Even if I tried
Cause they stay in my mind
I can't escape em even if I tried
I go inside
[Verse 2]
I go to sleep
I wake up lost inside a void
I see my feet
They chained up
Looking at the walls
I see that blood has stained em
Then I see a clone
Stand right in front of me
Presents me with an ultimatum
He says
Give control
And that's there's no debating
But I tell em no this is my body
That was stupid
I ain't know it yet
He moves his cloak
And that's to show the tech
He wants the smoke
He brings another clone
Who's begging for his life
He puts the pistol to his nose
Like it's a COVID test
I'm hoping he don't
(SHOOT)
It's too late
He points the gun right at me
Says to listen or that's my fate
It's hard to think straight
I'm wondering if I can get up
And escape
He's waving the gun
Now I'm stuttering
Now I be muttering
Then I be suffering
There's no recovering
Okay
(I willing to give up
Please don't spray
Don't spray)
(Please don't do it
Please don't do it
Please don't)
(Please don't shoot me down)
He takes some time
He reads my mind
And says YOU TAKE ME FOR A FOOL
And now I'm scared
And now I'm begging
And I'M HOPING HE DON'T
[Verse 3]
POP
POP
POP
Glock gets shot
I get caught
I'm in shock
Then I drop
He stomps on my head
I'll be dead
If he sits and just let me rot
But he don't even leave my side
I can't believe
I'd try to deceive em
Or even Iie
He switch demeanor
And now he meaner
He meaning that he'll
Break my mental
Until I say
(Please just do it
Please just do it
Please just)
(Please just shoot me now)
He breaks my limbs
He breaks my ribs
He guts me
And I can't believe
I'm at my limit
And I'm really hoping he just
(SHOOTS)
[Verse 4]
JUST END IT ALREADY
I strain my voice to speak
And I'm weak at my knees
I'm unsteady
He puts the gun right in my hand
And says it my choice
I start to rejoice
He leaves the void
And leaves with no noise
I turn
And now I'm staring at a younger me
He saying Richie please don't do this
Right in front of me
I see his tears
But I still prep the gun regardless
He yells don't be heartless
Reaching out
I aim right at my head
The sweet release of death
No Richie please don't
You must that I'm a dreamer huh
I make the world
I pull the strings
Cause I'm the schemer huh
I wouldn't think that adding
Trauma to the mix
Would flip the switch
On my reality
I don't know which is which
So let me tell you
How the sitch
Was leading up
It's heating up
I'm having nightmares on a daily
Sleeping barely
Rarely
Seeing clearly
Shadows moving eerie
Now they stalking me
Walk with me
Mocking me
Talk to me
Constantly
Disgusted at the thought of me
I wonder what is haunting me
But they stay taunting me
And obviously
They not real fond of me
I can't escape em
Even if I tried
Cause they stay in my mind
I can't escape em even if I tried
I go inside
[Verse 2]
I go to sleep
I wake up lost inside a void
I see my feet
They chained up
Looking at the walls
I see that blood has stained em
Then I see a clone
Stand right in front of me
Presents me with an ultimatum
He says
Give control
And that's there's no debating
But I tell em no this is my body
That was stupid
I ain't know it yet
He moves his cloak
And that's to show the tech
He wants the smoke
He brings another clone
Who's begging for his life
He puts the pistol to his nose
Like it's a COVID test
I'm hoping he don't
(SHOOT)
It's too late
He points the gun right at me
Says to listen or that's my fate
It's hard to think straight
I'm wondering if I can get up
And escape
He's waving the gun
Now I'm stuttering
Now I be muttering
Then I be suffering
There's no recovering
Okay
(I willing to give up
Please don't spray
Don't spray)
(Please don't do it
Please don't do it
Please don't)
(Please don't shoot me down)
He takes some time
He reads my mind
And says YOU TAKE ME FOR A FOOL
And now I'm scared
And now I'm begging
And I'M HOPING HE DON'T
[Verse 3]
POP
POP
POP
Glock gets shot
I get caught
I'm in shock
Then I drop
He stomps on my head
I'll be dead
If he sits and just let me rot
But he don't even leave my side
I can't believe
I'd try to deceive em
Or even Iie
He switch demeanor
And now he meaner
He meaning that he'll
Break my mental
Until I say
(Please just do it
Please just do it
Please just)
(Please just shoot me now)
He breaks my limbs
He breaks my ribs
He guts me
And I can't believe
I'm at my limit
And I'm really hoping he just
(SHOOTS)
[Verse 4]
JUST END IT ALREADY
I strain my voice to speak
And I'm weak at my knees
I'm unsteady
He puts the gun right in my hand
And says it my choice
I start to rejoice
He leaves the void
And leaves with no noise
I turn
And now I'm staring at a younger me
He saying Richie please don't do this
Right in front of me
I see his tears
But I still prep the gun regardless
He yells don't be heartless
Reaching out
I aim right at my head
The sweet release of death
No Richie please don't
( N.Richie! )
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