[Lyric] Shotgun (Evan Bartels)

If I'm being honest

I'm gonna to lie to you

When you ask me how I'm doing

Ill use all the words we both know

You want me to

If I'm being honest

I've been thinking about the day

Where I don't feel anything at all

I don't fear anything at all

Imma gonna go gonna load my shotgun
Point that barrel right where it hurts
Ain't no telling where ill go after
Might not be better but it can't get worse
I cried out

In siren desperation I cried out

I called your name

My god my god

Why have you forsaken me?

I cried out, when my words have now abandoned me

I'm gonna go gonna load my shotgun
Point that barrel right where it hurts
Ain't no telling where ill go after
Might not be better but it can't get worse

And I could tell u but U can't imagine

That first breathe from the edge of deaths chasm

You ain't cried like that since you come out your mother

Omens ain't holding back the great here after?????

Its bad primings, its good timing
I'm gonna go gonna load my shotgun
Point that barrel right where it hurts
Ain't no telling where ill go after
Might not be better but it can't get worse