[Lyric] Shouldnt Have Written it in Pen (False Narrative)

It's funny how things could change
When everyday I think that i would feel the same
And then the ground seems to fall right under me
Documented failure
Let the record show
Flashback to that day
I'll write this
Pen held in my fist
Stumble when I talk so i'll write you a letter
I think about how things will get better
Live our days out forget stormy weather

A house and a car and a couple of kids
Was only just the least of it
So settle and be happy with you was all I wanted

My friends think I'm crazy
Cuz I walk and I talk and I'm dreaming about you
I write it all down and I'm singing about you now

Things havе changed
And I wake up feeling sick evеry day
And theres a dark cloud hanging over me
It rains all day
And I know more than anyone how hard it gets to breathe
If space and time is what you need
I'll give you the whole universe to bring you closer to me
I need you closer to me
My friends think I'm crazy
Cuz I walk and I talk and I'm dreaming about you
I write it all down and I'm singing about you now

And you might think I'm crazy
Cuz I walk and I talk can't reason around this
I'm walking around with this ring in my pocket now

No I don't know how to get to you
If I could i would get to
No I don't know how to get to you
If I could try

I coulda let it go but you had me on a string
I don't care no I dont give a fuck what you think of me
No I dont give a fuck what you think of me

I coulda let it go but you had me on a string
I don't care no I dont give a fuck what you think of me
No I dont give a fuck what you think of me