[Lyric] Sick Suffering (Jocelyn Mackenzie)

I'm gonna die. you're gonna die
How will you spend your time?
Oh how will i spend my time?

Oh the whisker i grow it won't bother me no more
When it grows six feet under ground
And the shoes that i own that pinch my big toe
Won't pinch the toe the tag hangs around

I am sick and suffering
And i'm sure that that's not gonna change
Just as sure as i'm older than i was last year
I got one more sweet toe in the grave —
And i don't let it make me afraid

Oh, decisions i made when i was 28
Ham-fistedly getting unmade
And it's frightening to know this is just the beginning
So i won't make no choices today

I am sick and suffering
And i'm sure that that's not gonna change
Just as sure as i'm older than i was last year
I got one more sweet toe in the grave
And i don't let it make me ashamed —
Oh, i'd rather be hiding
Oh, i'd rather run
Oh, but nothing gets growing
When it's blocked from the sun

I am sick and suffering
And i'm sure that that's not gonna change
Just as sure as i'm older than i was last year
I got one more sweet toe in the grave

And i'm not afraid
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid

And i'm not ashamed
I'm not ashamed
I'm not ashamed