[Lyric] Signs (Lotus (Zorak301))

I see the signs
Staying secluded and closing the blinds
Giving up love to get stabbed from behind
Even the wisest men can go blind

Shit you can search and may never find
Yourself cause that shit always takes time
So tell me am I back in my prime

Playing the role of a villain
Making these darker decisions
Feeling I'm hitting my ceiling
Cause each line is way too revealing

Of my past
Chalk outline on this mask
There's a hundred proof in this flask
So when I shoot shots I ask

Myself if this true love could last
Causе my history is too vast
Of when I shoot my shot too fast
I'm the comedian on this cast
So don't shoot mе down
Give me a chance
This devil still dance
Gimme the crown
Show me your hands

These demon demands
I'm taking a stance
I'm done with the games
Not done with the fans

Shooting my shot
And hoping it lands
No deals with the brands
Cooking with the pots and the pans
The pots and the pans

Like we're back to the basics
Been running these races
Holding my bases
Your opinion is tasteless

But still hoping ya'll taste this
It's right in your faces
Might take a hiatus
Does that make me a sadist
When my works this creative
Can't fuck with my cadence
I reach for the greatest
Heights not to be famous

Just to be heinous
And I pay for my crimes
But the room is still spacious
I could never be gracious
No shot has been aimless, no shot has been nameless

No, I can't make it painless
It's way too contagious
Can't put these wolves into cages
They're confined to these pages
Back to dark ages
Wars what each wages

And I see the signs
I'm the one that's confined
I dream of the stars
But non have aligned

A rapid decline
Oh I've lost my mind
Destroyed my design
No prayers to Divine
Just empty inside
Not dead nor alive
I killed them both
Jackal & Hyde

And I can't decide
Whether to swallow my pride
Or to switch up the gears, And try to revive
Or just end this all and say that I tried
A test of resolve, A test of my drive