[Lyric] Sincerity is a Cliche (Profound Carnage 13)

I barely want to play the drums
I barely want to sing this song
Head burning like the Earth's core
Slit my wrists and die once more

Sincerity is a cliche
Irony is so passe
No one will hear what I want to say
Whether or not I have the courage

Life has come and gone
Old man playing his favourite video game
Nurses love to watch the clock
Fun is always had in the prime time of your life

Suffer for things past
Don't you think I'm in the present day and present time?
It's not just back alley mugging
It's also the crushing existential question, keeping me back

I barely want to sulk and mope
Even that takes too much effort
Step outside of my body
Step into total nothing
I barely want to bang my head
Against the floor tiles once more
I'll just spit up bile
And soak in carbonated beverages