Intro
I don’t know man
For as long as I can remember I’ve felt lost
And I feel like every day I put on a facade and I’m just so tired
I want to be myself and I’m tired of hiding
And I wish... I wish that
If I
If I had one wish it would be to get my mother back
Or maybe just have the money to put her up in rehab
I hope that would be enough but it probably never would
Cause nothing that a genie does ever ends up good
But I’d give it all up today to go back to 6th grade
Where I could be with my mother and evеrything would be ok
But that’s a lie it really was
No lights on our food and stomachs
I was 12 and had to stеal just to get some food for real
No father in the picture of course
Unless you count my mother‘s boyfriend up on his horse
Well shoot he rode away too just like my dad
But let me tell you buddy that made me feel real bad
I was usually home alone all day
When I wasn’t 12 it never really mattered anyway
Because she was usually asleep or on drugs
And all I ever wanted was attention and hugs
But in her defense I did get hugged and wow
Let me tell you that I wish I stocked up and if I could buy them then they would be bought up
And I would just hold onto you forever please mom come back
Please come back
19 with mommy issues that’s got to be attractive
I’m sure the ladies love it that I’m stuck up in the past
It would be so much easier to just Move on right
At least that’s what you’re saying to me every time we fight
If I had one wish you would be to go back and grow up with both parents packing me a lunch bag
With notes on the sandwich that’s a mom and dad love you
Because those are words I never heard together in my youth
I got to see all the other kids with happy families
And I always wondered why mine was such a fucking tragedy
If I had one wish it would be to ensure that I would be a better parent than either of you ever where
I swear to God
I swear to God
It tears me up inside
The thought of being like you
The thought of leaving like you
How could you Do that to a child who was believing in you
They needed you
He needed you
I needed you so badly
It kept me up at night and drove me mad please I have lost my sanity
If I had one wish I think that I’d use it for you to be happy
I really hope that you find meaning in life
Even if that life is without me
I don’t know man
For as long as I can remember I’ve felt lost
And I feel like every day I put on a facade and I’m just so tired
I want to be myself and I’m tired of hiding
And I wish... I wish that
If I
If I had one wish it would be to get my mother back
Or maybe just have the money to put her up in rehab
I hope that would be enough but it probably never would
Cause nothing that a genie does ever ends up good
But I’d give it all up today to go back to 6th grade
Where I could be with my mother and evеrything would be ok
But that’s a lie it really was
No lights on our food and stomachs
I was 12 and had to stеal just to get some food for real
No father in the picture of course
Unless you count my mother‘s boyfriend up on his horse
Well shoot he rode away too just like my dad
But let me tell you buddy that made me feel real bad
I was usually home alone all day
When I wasn’t 12 it never really mattered anyway
Because she was usually asleep or on drugs
And all I ever wanted was attention and hugs
But in her defense I did get hugged and wow
Let me tell you that I wish I stocked up and if I could buy them then they would be bought up
And I would just hold onto you forever please mom come back
Please come back
19 with mommy issues that’s got to be attractive
I’m sure the ladies love it that I’m stuck up in the past
It would be so much easier to just Move on right
At least that’s what you’re saying to me every time we fight
If I had one wish you would be to go back and grow up with both parents packing me a lunch bag
With notes on the sandwich that’s a mom and dad love you
Because those are words I never heard together in my youth
I got to see all the other kids with happy families
And I always wondered why mine was such a fucking tragedy
If I had one wish it would be to ensure that I would be a better parent than either of you ever where
I swear to God
I swear to God
It tears me up inside
The thought of being like you
The thought of leaving like you
How could you Do that to a child who was believing in you
They needed you
He needed you
I needed you so badly
It kept me up at night and drove me mad please I have lost my sanity
If I had one wish I think that I’d use it for you to be happy
I really hope that you find meaning in life
Even if that life is without me
( Wish )
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