[Lyric] Sister (Lauhren)

My sisters graduated its a funny feeling growing up
And I don't know what my purpose is
I guess I just wish I was more like her
And I've still got that ticket from the night we met
I stuck it down and wrote my thoughts in red
Fantastic and sadistic you're forever in my pages
Wishing I'd spent ages on myself instead

I don't like to think of you and I hope you don't think about me back
I wonder it was you said about me wonder
If I fulfilled your one night stand
What's it matter if I said yes or no, you wasn't listening
Maybe you have helped me in the long run
'Cause now I'm numb to every single thing

I've lost my peace of mind it's a funny feeling going quiet
But maybe it's all louder than I think
I'm just so used to tuning it all out
I can't find the answers in anything I read no book can help
No twitter post has anything for me
And my room is looking as unclean as me
I've lost my keys for nearly three whole weeks
I don't like to think of you and I hope you don't think about me back
I wonder what it was you said about me
I wonder if I fulfilled your one night stand
What's it matter if I said yes or no, you wasn't listening
Maybe you have helped me in the long run
'Cause now I'm numb to every fucking thing

Even fire doesn't help to burn it down
Even water doesn't work to put it out