[Lyric] Sleeping Next to You (The Total Bettys)

[Verse 1]
I've got a lot of heartbreak
It runs through my bloodstream
I had another nightmare
About my high school lacrosse team

I'm always stressed
That someone from my past will come to town
And want to talk about the things I worked so hard to live down
I want to be well-adjusted, I just don't know how
I really thought I would be better off by now

[Chorus]
It's October fifteenth and it's a million degrees
I feel so worked up, I'm sweating through my sheets
It's a quarter to two
I need another breakthrough
I wouldn't dare call you after what I put you through
I wish I was still sleeping next to you

[Verse 2]
I'm starting to forget how
It feels when you hold me
I'm telling all my friends that
I'm not really lonely
A part of me wants to talk about my biggest fears
But after all I’ve been through
I’m aching just to disappear
I want to just laugh about it
And I know I should
It feels so tempting just to leave this place for good

[Chorus]
It's October fifteenth and it's a million degrees
I feel so worked up, I'm sweating through my sheets
It's a quarter to two
I need another breakthrough
I wouldn't dare call you after what I put you through
I wish I was still sleeping next to you
I wish I was still sleeping next to you