[Lyric] Sleepwalking (Mackin Carroll)

[Verse 1}
I wanna get to a place
Where I can step out of the shower
And see the person in the mirror
And not desperately wanna change them
But I'm not there yet

And I wanna get to a place
Where I can hang out with my family
And just enjoy their presence
And not desperately wanna change them
But I'm not there yet

[Chorus 1]
Well, I am running at full speed towards myself
And I am running at full speed away from myself
But I'm not there yet
No, I'm sleepwalking
Yeah, I'm sleepwalking

[Verse 2]
And I wanna get to a place
Where when someone gives me a compliment
My brain just doesn't think of a thousand reasons
Why they're wrong
But I'm not there yet
And I wanna get to a place
Where I can have a beer
Or not have a beer
And not judge myself for either one
But I'm not there yet

[Chorus 2]
Well, I am running at full speed towards myself
And I am running at full speed away from myself
But I'm not there yet
No, I'm sleepwalking
Yeah, I'm sleepwalking
I'm still sleepwalking
I'm still sleepwalking, yeah

[Bridge]
And I wanna get to a place
And see a beautiful girl
And have my only thought be
Man, isn't that a beautiful girl?

And I wanna get to a place
Where I don't need a gold medal, or a girlfriend, or a degree
To feel validated
And I can be perfectly content
With the un-evolved, piece-of-shit version of myself
Well, I am trying
I am trying
And I am learning to give myself a break
And I'm learning that a lot these days

[Outro]
I'm learning a lot these days
I'm learning a lot these days
I'm learning a lot these days
I'm learning a lot these days
I'm learning a lot these days
I'm learning a lot these days