[Lyric] Snap (Wasted Nation)

[Hook]
Open my eyes
I wonder why
And if I die
Today might be the day that I
(x2)

[Verse 1]
I done took a big loss
So I ride around pissed off
Mad at the world
Can't stand to hear my bitch talk
I'm irritated, aggravated, agitated
Look up ask for patience
Cause my bills is high, ends are low
Take on E, how far this shit gon' go?
Blazing weed, chain smoking, can't cope it
Plus to top it off, I'm mad my chain broken
Child support, a thousand short
My kid's the only thing worth smiling for
I live amongst the snakes, the rats and wolves
For all three, I keep the chrome Magnum full
I'm like fuck the bull, I'm trying not to pull out
Pop a nigga, hop in my shit then pull out
So watch your mouth, I'm close to the edge
And I might jump, the pump ain't nothing that you might want
[Hook]
Open my eyes, I can feel the pressure building up
I wonder why I should even really give a fuck
And if I die, then I'm going out guns up
Today might be the day that I snap
(x2)

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I go to sleep at night
And I wonder why
The conditions that I'm up in make a nigga wanna cry?
The physician and the doctor saying they can save my life
And they say I got a future, they can see it in my eyes
But I'm looking for revenge and I see it in my side
Now I'm pullin' out my pistol before I even realize
Now there's cops and they wanna come inside
While I'm waiting with my feet up, contemplating suicide
And I'm sitting in this corner while I'm cockin' on my nine
Countdown, right now, I am runnin' out of time
I envision movie scenes, having dreams of my life
In a flash through my mind while I ask myself
Why didn't I give it a thought before I gave it a try
And the anger I was facing make somebody have to die?
I close my eyes, how did I go blind?
How did my whole life end up this whole lie?
[Hook]
Open my eyes, I can feel the pressure building up
I wonder why I should even really give a fuck
And if I die, then I'm going out guns up
Today might be the day that I snap
(x2)

[Verse 3]
I hear them sirens calling, momma what am I to do
It's over now momma, I done shot up the school
And I didn't wanna do it, but they made me, look
Every day they picking on me, till I'm ashamed and shook
I ain't wanna kill Ashley but she made 'em all laugh
She took my love letter, and showed the whole class
And I loved that girl, but she didn't see the dream
And I had to kill the coach, he never let me on the team
And the jocks think they run shit, momma fuck that
So I gave 'em all bullets, told 'em outrun that!
Cause today you wasn't beaten on, takin' my shit
And the teachers let 'em do it so I emptied the clip
Momma you should've seen it coming when I started wearing black
Said I didn't wanna talk but you ignored me back
Never took the time to see that you never met a girl, never met a friend
This is what it took to make amends
Thirty students down for every time I felt rejected
Me, a murderer? I just wanna be accepted
Ain't no prom queen, prom king, valedictorian
I left 'em all dead in the middle of the auditorium
What have I done? Momma what have y'all done?
How bout I solve both out problems with one shot from this gun
[Hook]
Open my eyes, I can feel the pressure building up
I wonder why I should even really give a fuck
And if I die, then I'm going out guns up
Today might be the day that I snap
(x2)
gunshot