[Verse 1]
Honestly tonight I might just slit my wrist/
Everyone around me just keeps on talking shit
Why the fuck should I change you so I can please you/
I'm socially awkward if you haven't noticed then please do
I have a strong relationship with my inner voice/
They think I'm great & I never make a bad choice
But you the person that's suppose to love me/
Unconditionally & never put someone above me
You think I'm strange, I'm a weirdo, I'm gay & plus I'm a psycho/
Why don't you just medicate me just like they did to Michael
I'm pretty sure you would love it if I was dead/
But instead you rather say that I'm touched in the head
I'm no longer the five year old who used to life/
I'm the twenty-three year old that be screaming fuck Christ
You're probably thinking that you fucked up somewhere down the line/
But you didn't this is just how I live my life
[Hook 2X]
No I don't care what you think of me/
Why should I I live my life so carelessly
You can ask every psychologist at Oxford/
They'll all say the same your sons' socially awkward
[Verse 2]
On to my favorite topic you think that I'm a fag/
When it comes to girlfriends you can't count how many I've had
How many serious relationships have I been in/
Zero cuz I didn't love any of those women
If I don't love a girl why should I bring her around/
We're just fuck buddies we don't even hang out
I don't fuck them in my place cuz I find that disrespectful/
I call it being courteous you call me a homosexual
But if you want I'll just bring my fuck buddies home/
I guarantee you'll see & hear things that you don't condone
I know a couple of good girls that I really like/
The reason I don't bring them home is because they got three strikes
You fuck up with me three times we're not gonna make it/
Three times in under three months come on girl just face it
I guess I'm wrong women do not want a gentleman/
So every woman should love me because I'm devilish
[Hook 2X]
No I don't care what you think of me/
Why should I I live my life so carelessly
You can ask every psychologist at Oxford/
They'll all say the same your sons' socially awkward
[Verse 3]
OK I'm emotionally dead/
Cuz I don't give a fuck about what you just said
But why should I all that matter’s that I'm happy & healthy/
Well I'm happy & healthy so tell me why do you sweat me
You say a corny joke & I don't even crack a smile/
Did you ever think it's probably because I don't like you style
I've always been this way I've always kept to myself/
It's in my nature I don't need motherfucking help
Cuz I can tell you myself why I am this way/
It all started in 97 back in the second grade
Getting bullied everyday it became a ritual/
So it's not hypocritical that I'm no longer spiritual
I know now it doesn't matter what other people think/
But I didn't have this mentality when I was a little kid
When I was younger parents they were overprotected/
Everything was good at home but at school things were reckless
Stupid motherfuckers getting on your nerves/
When they cross the streets you wished the other cars would just swerve
& hit the little bastards you wish they all die/
You're too young to be feeling like this inside
Everyday you keep going through the same shit/
Until you realize get a knife from the kitchen
You found a way to solve all of your problems/
Kill them all no longer are they a problem
They fuck with you so much they lower your self-esteem/
Not only that it gets embedded in you psyche
So now you're thinking that something is really wrong with you/
Starring at the mirror thinking what I'm gonna do
Popping pills, smoking weed, getting drunk/
Fucking random sluts, thinking suicidal, not giving a fuck
Suicides' the only way to make the pain stop
So I guess I might as well just let the . . ..
[Hook 4X]
No I don't care what you think of me/
Why should I I live my life so carelessly
You can ask every psychologist at Oxford/
They'll all say the same your sons' socially awkward
Honestly tonight I might just slit my wrist/
Everyone around me just keeps on talking shit
Why the fuck should I change you so I can please you/
I'm socially awkward if you haven't noticed then please do
I have a strong relationship with my inner voice/
They think I'm great & I never make a bad choice
But you the person that's suppose to love me/
Unconditionally & never put someone above me
You think I'm strange, I'm a weirdo, I'm gay & plus I'm a psycho/
Why don't you just medicate me just like they did to Michael
I'm pretty sure you would love it if I was dead/
But instead you rather say that I'm touched in the head
I'm no longer the five year old who used to life/
I'm the twenty-three year old that be screaming fuck Christ
You're probably thinking that you fucked up somewhere down the line/
But you didn't this is just how I live my life
[Hook 2X]
No I don't care what you think of me/
Why should I I live my life so carelessly
You can ask every psychologist at Oxford/
They'll all say the same your sons' socially awkward
[Verse 2]
On to my favorite topic you think that I'm a fag/
When it comes to girlfriends you can't count how many I've had
How many serious relationships have I been in/
Zero cuz I didn't love any of those women
If I don't love a girl why should I bring her around/
We're just fuck buddies we don't even hang out
I don't fuck them in my place cuz I find that disrespectful/
I call it being courteous you call me a homosexual
But if you want I'll just bring my fuck buddies home/
I guarantee you'll see & hear things that you don't condone
I know a couple of good girls that I really like/
The reason I don't bring them home is because they got three strikes
You fuck up with me three times we're not gonna make it/
Three times in under three months come on girl just face it
I guess I'm wrong women do not want a gentleman/
So every woman should love me because I'm devilish
[Hook 2X]
No I don't care what you think of me/
Why should I I live my life so carelessly
You can ask every psychologist at Oxford/
They'll all say the same your sons' socially awkward
[Verse 3]
OK I'm emotionally dead/
Cuz I don't give a fuck about what you just said
But why should I all that matter’s that I'm happy & healthy/
Well I'm happy & healthy so tell me why do you sweat me
You say a corny joke & I don't even crack a smile/
Did you ever think it's probably because I don't like you style
I've always been this way I've always kept to myself/
It's in my nature I don't need motherfucking help
Cuz I can tell you myself why I am this way/
It all started in 97 back in the second grade
Getting bullied everyday it became a ritual/
So it's not hypocritical that I'm no longer spiritual
I know now it doesn't matter what other people think/
But I didn't have this mentality when I was a little kid
When I was younger parents they were overprotected/
Everything was good at home but at school things were reckless
Stupid motherfuckers getting on your nerves/
When they cross the streets you wished the other cars would just swerve
& hit the little bastards you wish they all die/
You're too young to be feeling like this inside
Everyday you keep going through the same shit/
Until you realize get a knife from the kitchen
You found a way to solve all of your problems/
Kill them all no longer are they a problem
They fuck with you so much they lower your self-esteem/
Not only that it gets embedded in you psyche
So now you're thinking that something is really wrong with you/
Starring at the mirror thinking what I'm gonna do
Popping pills, smoking weed, getting drunk/
Fucking random sluts, thinking suicidal, not giving a fuck
Suicides' the only way to make the pain stop
So I guess I might as well just let the . . ..
[Hook 4X]
No I don't care what you think of me/
Why should I I live my life so carelessly
You can ask every psychologist at Oxford/
They'll all say the same your sons' socially awkward
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