[Lyric] ​sometimes i wonder (mybittersweetheart)

Sometimes I wonder where I’d be if I left everything
I’m always saying no when I should feel yes
I want to crumble when I see a part of you in me
And when it’s taking sides with the past, not the future

Maybe we’ll say all the things we’ve never said
Then one day I’ll know that I could disappear alone
Stuck between “I’m old enought to regret, too young to quit”
There’s no method to my madness; I just am, for now

I know I’ll never really win ‘cause I can’t blame defeat
We’ll watch the ghost of me reanimate
So, darling would you save me one last time?
Break me one last time?

I am not afraid of death ‘cause I miss life already
And you’re killing me just to stay with you

Maybe we’ll say all the things we’ve never said
Then one day I’ll know that I could disappear alone
Stuck between “I’m old enought to regret, too young to quit”
There’s no method to my madness; I just am, for now
For now

I have to know what happens next
What happens next before you

I have to know what happens next
What happens next before you

I can’t know what happens next
What happens next before you

I know
I know
I know

I can’t know what happens next
What happens next before you

I can’t know what happens next
What happens next before
You