[Lyric] Song name (Softheart)

[Intro]
Sorrow bringer
Boyfifty
(Harmonising)

[Verse 1]
From the out im looking in
Put my hands up to the window tryna see in
It seems fun in there with them, I beat myself in my head when I'm leaving
I can't even tell you what went wrong, I just know that I didn't mean it
I got a million sad songs but at least these past few months
I've been so happy and I finally really mean it

Used to think it was a bluff that it gets better, now I actually believe it
Got no whip so I'm just skating down the street I hit a flathead
And I eat shit
Some things you've just got to figure out about yourself, you couldn't teach it
It's as simple as you know how much you mean to them by how they trеat you

[Chorus]
I don't remember yеsterday
Let my memory fade
Fantasize about the days
When shit wasn't complicated
Take me up
Smoking on this head makes me dumb
Staying in my bedroom makes me numb
On my deathbed come wake me up