[Lyric] Sorry to Myself (Marc Vinyls)

[Intro]
Look
I know I haven't been the best son
Haven't been the best friend
Partner, whatever you wanna call it
I got my own issues I need to work out (KYLO)
You ain't alone in that
Look

[Chorus]
Think I really need to pray (Pray)
A lot on my mind, yeah, I lose it e'ryday (Day)
All up at the gym and I'm finding my way (Way)
Still I want you, what more can I say? (Say)
I made changes, yeah, I tried (I tried)
Move through phases, still I cried (I cried)
All these faces, yeah, they lie (They lie)
Damn, I tried
Damn, I tried (Yeah, look)
Now
[Verse 1]
Sometimes tryin' ain't good enough
And I know too many girls along the way that I shoulda cuffed
But I was into stuff that needed no distractions
Damn, that road was rough, what the fuck really happened?
Til the days I was hungry, not here, slacking
Sitting on my ass, on my phone, just laughing
I'm sorry, Momma, I let you down
I'm sorry, Pops, that I ain't around
Never with the fam, too focused on my sound
Live in dark, live at home
Never gave a damn, I always felt alone
Too often on my own
Too often on my phone
Too often in my zone
All these years passed, now I'm grown
Look (Look)

[Chorus]
Think I really need to pray (Pray)
A lot on my mind, yeah, I lose it e'ryday (Day)
All up at the gym and I'm finding my way (Way)
Still I want you, what more can I say? (Say)
I made changes, yeah, I tried (I tried)
Move through phases, still I cried (I cried)
All these faces, yeah, they lie (They lie)
Damn, I tried
Damn, I tried (Look, yeah, look)
Now
[Verse 2]
I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Who is you talkin' 'bout? You always lyin'
You spend yo' weekends gettin' faded and yo' days cryin'
Who is this voice talkin'? Can you help me?
Only if you allow it, but first, get healthy
Wait, you feel me or you felt me?
Oh, you need help, see?
Please don't ask me, just tell me
God, these the cards you dealt me
Don't complain
Open yo' brain
And lettin' it go insane
You must relax
And get yo'self on track, back
Look

[Verse 3]
(KYLO)
Am I veering off again, do I need a little guidance? (Little guideance)
All the people in my life that I meet, I'm creatin' my alliance (My alliance)
But still ain't relyin' (Ain't relyin')
No time buyin' (No time buyin')
I think I'm really tryin'
You know the truth, and I'm lyin'
I said "Whoa whoa
It's really cold, oh
I let myself down
And I know, whoa
I wanna go, oh
So far away
Where the light shinin' night and through the day"
Aye
[Outro]
I said "I'm sorry to myself, yeah" ('Self, yeah)
I said "I'm sorry to myself, yeah" ('Self, yeah)
I said "I'm sorry to myself, yeah" ('Self, yeah)
I said "I'm sorry to myself, yeah" ('Self, yeah)
Sorry to myself
I'm sorry to myself
I'm sorry to myself, yeah, yeah yeah
I'm sorry to myself
I'm sorry to myself
I'm sorry to myself, yeah, yeah yeah