[Lyric] Sorry (Colleen Dow)

I didn’t know I was the one who’d call you
This late at night
I didn’t know I was the one who cared me
But I guess I won’t put up a fight
And when the sunlight, shines through my windows
I promise that I’ll still be awake
Because I don’t really sleep much anymore
And I’m used to watching daybreak

I wish I could love myself
As much as I love everybody else
And I’m not sure if I want to die
But I don’t think I really want to stay alive
I’m sorry if this makes you sad
It’s just how I feel
Because most days I don’t notice I’m awake
Or that any of this is real