[Lyric] SOUTH OF HEAVEN (Funeral Singer)

I awoke in the dead of night
With a black poisonous cancer
Pouring from my lungs

One way glass perspective
Making myself sick with no soul to be searching for
I black out

My life is lived in poetic rhythm
With one foot in the grave and one hand on the lid
I black out

Braided rope necktie - legs reaching for the floor
Death, please just take me home
I’m so sick
I’m so tired
I’m so disgusted with the man I am
I’m so afraid
I’m so scared
Of the man that I’ve become
Wound down like the gears of a machine
Stuttering to stay alive

Death, please just take me home
I’m so scared I’m so alone
I’m the same coward I’ve always been

God please show me a way
Am I such a fucking disgrace
That you put me south of heaven

My heart is my mouth
And I’m choking on every word
Spilling from my tongue
I'm living south of Heaven
Tied to my own misery

I’m still gnawing at my fucking wrists

Cold steel temple
Hands shaking to the bone
Tombstone teeth
Don’t you rot away