Intro
I ain't felt this shit before, but I ain't felt a lot before
Used to feeling like obtaining happiness is just impossible
I just wanna rock a rope
The noose will surely stop the flow
Of negative emotions when it's on my throat
I'll show you who don't got control
Nigga it's not me
I'll show you who don't got control
Nigga it's not me
Verse 1
A nigga chasin the beat
My face looks angered and mean
It's just the way I'm perceived
I'm So complacent beneath
My flows the greatest you've seen
Control the cadence with ease
They chasin bread but don't see
A cobra snake in the green
Unless they stick out like a sour thumb, but still claim that they keen
2020 vision feelin like a fable to me
They still act like they woke
Go where they cannot see
Don't see they logic is broke
Cuz they the same fucking thing
Ig I was too a nigga poverty stricken
Hungry lost in the kitchen
The rumbles hard to ignore
Food was not as consistent
As gettin lost in a vision
Was driven off the gifts that I would go explore
Super awkward and timid
Pursuit of all that is vivid
Lucrative options diminish
When you lose all of your fuckin will to do more
So you keep jottin and spittin
Hooked on impossible gimics
That You will not even finish you limited cuz you poor
I can tell you bout the times I truly wish I could forget
All the pain, sorrow and agony like fluid flows within
You love to act like life ain't fucking fair when actually it is
It treats us all like dog shit and I think it's made it clear
Now I can lie to ya and tell ya how I'm always gettin lit
How Im happy wit my best life and I'm fuckin on a bitch
How I indulge a bit to much just for a rush to kick
I won't tell ya how I feel like I can't function without it
I won't speak upon how weaker bonds get weaker when your sick
How they leave you when you need em all, won't speak upon that shit
How I see the cost I'm doomed to pay, can't seem to stop such bliss
Now you eager to get lit, cuz you see the shit I get
But what you see ain't what you get
Nah trust me there's much more it offers
This life feeds off your regret, so it's only gettin stronger
Me and you ain't so different, all you need is some encouragement to see what I've grown fond of
A bleak path to flourish in
I can lie to ya tell you I left hella bitches guessin
As if when you broken like me it ain't hard to make connections
I can say I drive em crazy not that crazy ones I mess wit
I can act like ion give a fuck and ain't scared of rejection
Or I can be a 100, let y'all know what's really up
How I question after all this time if I am still enough
Even if I really chose to lie the truth will conquer us
There ain't no doubt in my fucking mind that y'all would call my bluff
Nigga it's not me...
I ain't felt this shit before, but I ain't felt a lot before
Used to feeling like obtaining happiness is just impossible
I just wanna rock a rope
The noose will surely stop the flow
Of negative emotions when it's on my throat
I'll show you who don't got control
Nigga it's not me
I'll show you who don't got control
Nigga it's not me
Verse 1
A nigga chasin the beat
My face looks angered and mean
It's just the way I'm perceived
I'm So complacent beneath
My flows the greatest you've seen
Control the cadence with ease
They chasin bread but don't see
A cobra snake in the green
Unless they stick out like a sour thumb, but still claim that they keen
2020 vision feelin like a fable to me
They still act like they woke
Go where they cannot see
Don't see they logic is broke
Cuz they the same fucking thing
Ig I was too a nigga poverty stricken
Hungry lost in the kitchen
The rumbles hard to ignore
Food was not as consistent
As gettin lost in a vision
Was driven off the gifts that I would go explore
Super awkward and timid
Pursuit of all that is vivid
Lucrative options diminish
When you lose all of your fuckin will to do more
So you keep jottin and spittin
Hooked on impossible gimics
That You will not even finish you limited cuz you poor
I can tell you bout the times I truly wish I could forget
All the pain, sorrow and agony like fluid flows within
You love to act like life ain't fucking fair when actually it is
It treats us all like dog shit and I think it's made it clear
Now I can lie to ya and tell ya how I'm always gettin lit
How Im happy wit my best life and I'm fuckin on a bitch
How I indulge a bit to much just for a rush to kick
I won't tell ya how I feel like I can't function without it
I won't speak upon how weaker bonds get weaker when your sick
How they leave you when you need em all, won't speak upon that shit
How I see the cost I'm doomed to pay, can't seem to stop such bliss
Now you eager to get lit, cuz you see the shit I get
But what you see ain't what you get
Nah trust me there's much more it offers
This life feeds off your regret, so it's only gettin stronger
Me and you ain't so different, all you need is some encouragement to see what I've grown fond of
A bleak path to flourish in
I can lie to ya tell you I left hella bitches guessin
As if when you broken like me it ain't hard to make connections
I can say I drive em crazy not that crazy ones I mess wit
I can act like ion give a fuck and ain't scared of rejection
Or I can be a 100, let y'all know what's really up
How I question after all this time if I am still enough
Even if I really chose to lie the truth will conquer us
There ain't no doubt in my fucking mind that y'all would call my bluff
Nigga it's not me...
( Infinite Solus )
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