[Lyric] State of mind (Sadboy Co)

Why does it matter if I try this hard
Why does it matter if I die tonight
Why does it matter if I lie alright
Tell me why nothing every makes sense

Hey I got a new name to reflect my state of mind
& I've got a new friend & they're so damn kind
All alone you're alone
I'm not picking up the phone
Imma watch it ring fuck that ring

Always mad always sad always in a bad state of mind
Always mad always sad always in a bad state of mind
Always mad always sad always in a bad state of mind

Why does it matter if I try this hard
Why does it matter if I die tonight
Why does it matter if I lie alright
Tell me why nothing every makes sense

Hey I got a new name to reflect my state of mind
& I've got a new friend & they're so damn kind
All alone you're alone
I'm not picking up the phone
Imma watch it ring fuck that ring
Always mad always sad always in a bad state of mind
Always mad always sad always in a bad state of mind
Always mad always sad always in a bad state of mind

Now I see you everywhere I go
& I don't know if you know
That I'm always feeling low
& I'm really fucking sorry
Cause it doesn't show
& I'm so sorry for

All the shit I've done
I'm so fucking dumb
& trust me babe I know
None of it was ever fun
So fucking sorry for

All the shit I've done
I'm so fucking dumb
& trust me babe I know
None of it was ever fun

Now I'm sitting right where
You were right before you left me
Ooh babe I'm sorry
Its just these late night memories
Just being on my fucking mind
Why does it matter if I try this hard
Why does it matter if I die tonight
Why does it matter if I lie alright
Tell me why nothing every makes sense

Hey I got a new name to reflect my state of mind
& I've got a new friend & they're so damn kind
All alone you're alone
I'm not picking up the phone
Imma watch it ring fuck that ring