[Verse]
Hey
Hey
Yeah
How do I try to become a better artist
When I was the only one in the fam who graduated college?
Pressure but stayed on honors
I wanted to make my momma proud
Imagine letting her down
I wouldn't hear the end of it
Like what the hell is wrong with you you know we never quit
You remind of yo daddy and that nigga ain't shit
You was the only one that could ever do it legit
But I committed more to myself so I couldn't stay
I was too busy chasing a girl runnin’ away from me
We went thru it for like 9 years it was breaking me
She despised how her family saw me she wanted hate to be present
So they can think of me lesser
Than all her shade, which I became
She bring a different side of me out, that's filled with rage
At the club turnin' up with familiar names
While I was at the crib
Tryna work on myself just hoping that she would stay
Is what he pled
I couldn't tell you how I, ended all up in his bed
I wouldn't dare admitting anywhere that my night led
Oh you really gonna believe a word that they said
You know me and you have been dead a long time ago
I'm still hurt from that decision I shoulda stayed with my instincts
Cuz you was sure before you even had the chance to think
In one blink I'll be gone I won't ever stay
Is what I meant
Instead I said we could kick it because I wanted less
Way too focused on exams I don't need the stress
In reality I didn't get over my ex
Maybe when I wreck it then I could
I know the way you clingin' on to me I give it good
I can't give you diamonds baby but I'll supply the wood tho
You drive me crazy it don't matter nigga there's somebody else that wanna stay
Come on shorty the streets are callin'
My homies need me and they cannot be an easy target
What you worried for they ain't never gone catch me fallin'
Cuz I don't slip especially with the grip ready
I don't ever wanna become stuck in my old ways
But I'm never good enough feeling like I'm in a daze
When it get heavy I just fill my lungs and drift away
I don't belong so on this Earth I can't (stay)
Damn
Hey
Hey
Yeah
How do I try to become a better artist
When I was the only one in the fam who graduated college?
Pressure but stayed on honors
I wanted to make my momma proud
Imagine letting her down
I wouldn't hear the end of it
Like what the hell is wrong with you you know we never quit
You remind of yo daddy and that nigga ain't shit
You was the only one that could ever do it legit
But I committed more to myself so I couldn't stay
I was too busy chasing a girl runnin’ away from me
We went thru it for like 9 years it was breaking me
She despised how her family saw me she wanted hate to be present
So they can think of me lesser
Than all her shade, which I became
She bring a different side of me out, that's filled with rage
At the club turnin' up with familiar names
While I was at the crib
Tryna work on myself just hoping that she would stay
Is what he pled
I couldn't tell you how I, ended all up in his bed
I wouldn't dare admitting anywhere that my night led
Oh you really gonna believe a word that they said
You know me and you have been dead a long time ago
I'm still hurt from that decision I shoulda stayed with my instincts
Cuz you was sure before you even had the chance to think
In one blink I'll be gone I won't ever stay
Is what I meant
Instead I said we could kick it because I wanted less
Way too focused on exams I don't need the stress
In reality I didn't get over my ex
Maybe when I wreck it then I could
I know the way you clingin' on to me I give it good
I can't give you diamonds baby but I'll supply the wood tho
You drive me crazy it don't matter nigga there's somebody else that wanna stay
Come on shorty the streets are callin'
My homies need me and they cannot be an easy target
What you worried for they ain't never gone catch me fallin'
Cuz I don't slip especially with the grip ready
I don't ever wanna become stuck in my old ways
But I'm never good enough feeling like I'm in a daze
When it get heavy I just fill my lungs and drift away
I don't belong so on this Earth I can't (stay)
Damn
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