[Lyric] Stay (The Throwaway Scene)

Is this it?
Am I where I should be?

Constantly, I’ve been worrying
Now I’m trapped inside my head
I’m still coming to terms with how I let you down

Safe to say, you don’t need me like “this”
So I breathe in deep and I count to ten and let it go again

While I try and find a better way
I hope that you’ll let me stay
Don’t wanna be alone now
Please, don’t put me in the background

While I try and find a better way
I hope that you’ll let me stay
Don’t wanna be alone now
Please, don’t put me in the background

I can’t cope with him on my, him on my own
Safe to say, I’ve not been me
So I breathe in deep and I count to ten
It didn’t work and I
Still can’t handle this
It’s not so easy to bury it
‘Cause I still can’t handle this
It’s not so easy to bury him

While I try and find a better way
I hope that you’ll let me stay
Don’t wanna be alone now
Please, don’t put me in the background

While I try and find a better way
I hope that you’ll let me stay
Don’t wanna be alone now
Please, don’t put me in the background

I couldn’t take anymore
My body just gave up
How could I, how could I
How could I live like this for so long, so long

I’ve been sleeping so long
That time will only tell
I don’t know if I’ll pull through this
Feels like I’m falling apart

I’ve been sleeping
For so long, I can barely breathe
Maybe I’ve been sleeping for so long
To keep you safe from
To keep you safe from me
‘Cause things are worse now than ever before
It’s in my chest now, and it’s dragging me deeper below
I’m just tired of kicking my feet, tryin’ to stay afloat
Oh quiet lonely room, I’m in hell, I’m in hell, when I think of…