[Lyric] STLD (JAWNZA)

[Verse 1]
Aye!
Why you always gettin' on my case, dawg
We cut the ties, there ain′t really nothing left to say, dawg
You fuckin' up if you got feelings, then throw 'em away, dawg
Cause I got to work
I pull up late at night
When I get burnt from this rapping shit
Fuck on you just to write verses
Yeah, cause I'm still living through ego and such
The thoughts in my head, they be evil as fuck
Why don′t I listen, look
Why don't I listen?
When she tell me "JAWNZA, you doing too much"
Doing too much
Yeah, doing too much

[Chorus]
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I'm tryna feel
I′m cannot feel, yuh
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I cannot feel
I′m tryna feel
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I cannot feel
I'm tryna feel, yuh
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I cannot feel, uh
I cannot feel
[Verse 2]
I hit my ex for a backrub
I ain′t down bad
I'm just bored, dawg
Yeah I know this shit real wrong
Shе call me "short term long dreads"
Fuck it though bro, shе got a good bed, bomb head
Keep it a hunnid with ya, her ghost still haunts me
Got a connection that I can′t get lost in
And when I leave it's cause we both been exhausted
I know yo mom and dad think I′m the worst don't they
They'd be hot if they knew we were homies
I know love die yeah
Ain′t no love die yet
I ain't tryna lead you to my heart
A part of me dies when I′m in your apartment
Tryna figure out what that time apart meant
I will never know

[Chorus]
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I'm tryna feel
I cannot feel, yuh
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I cannot feel
I'm tryna feel, yuh
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I cannot feel
I′m tryna feel, yuh
Why do I try?
If nothing is real, dawg
I cannot feel
I cannot feel